French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
Yesterday I was watching some prisoners working. They were pushing the
trunk of a tree lashed to a cart. Sweat was rolling down their faces,
for the heat was great, the slope steep and the load heavy. An armed
soldier was watching them. Large letters were printed on their clothes
to proclaim their servitude. And I thought: they live, they do not look
too unhappy, they do not seem crushed by their condition. And if this
is so, it is not because they have the placidity of beasts. No! Look
at their eyes, listen to their voices. It is precisely because they
are men and they carry everywhere with them two refuges, whither the
gaoler cannot follow them, two precious possessions that no punitive
discipline can snatch from them: their future and their memories.
The longer I watch, from close by, those men who, for four years have
led the inhuman life of the army, the better I understand the meaning
of their incredible patience: between the future and the remembered
past they have the air of awaiting the passage of a storm. They are
gulping down, you would say, hastily and with closed eyes, this
bitter and criminal present, in order to reserve their hearts all the
better for the things of the future and the past. One feels in their
conversation only these two luminous existences. They seek and unite
them unceasingly above the bloody abyss. I have also observed that, in
the concerts they give themselves to cheer their periods of rest, their
souls always return, with the same rapture, to their former way of
living, to their old sons, their familiar ways of being sad or joyous.
The artistic attempts that are carried on to interest them, at the
bottom of their hearts, in the formidable present, remain sterile and,
as it were, dry.
They seem to reply, silently: “What have all these things to do with
us? Isn’t it enough for us to live them? Isn’t it enough for us to
do them, every day with our blood and tears? Give us back our dear
kingdom. Give back to our souls that memory which is their most
imperishable and marvelous possession.”
II
Between the future and the remembered past, man is left to struggle
with what he possesses least, the present.
And yet this present is lavish of all sorts of materials that we
can transform into riches. It is our liquid fortune, mobile and in
circulation. It is the well-filled purse upon which we draw for our
daily needs.
It reaches us out of the depths of time, like a great river, loaded
with sailing-ships and steamers, deep, flowing, beautiful with all its
reflections, and rolling gold in its sands.
But it has its rages, its whims, its cruelties. According to the
season, it overflows and desolates the land or suddenly dries up and
deserts the fields that it refreshed with its floods!
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