French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
At times the spectacle of a smiling valley arrests you at the top
of some hill. You thought you knew nothing of this country, and yet
strange and sure impressions guide you; they are like old memories. You
advance, and behold, you are looking at everything as if you recognized
it. That road which winds between the pastures, as supple and sinuous
as a beautiful river of yellow water,--you are almost certain you
have followed it long ago, in some misty, far-off existence which,
nevertheless, is not your own.
There are times, too, when you are dreaming, as you sit alone, and
suddenly a memory passes over you: the memory of some act the man you
are surely never performed. Yet it is not a fabrication, an invention.
You know, you feel, that it is a personal memory. A memory of what
world? Of what life?
Do not reject this shadowy treasure, and do not tremble! Do not
accept complacently the explanations of the superstitious or of the
pseudo-scientists. The flesh of your flesh was not born yesterday.
Something survives in it that is contemporaneous with all the
generations. Many a revelation awaits us. Let us keep for them a soul
that is accessible, experienced, and not too distrustful.
VIII
Do not imagine that to possess memory is to possess a dead world.
Among your friends there is surely one who has a house and a garden.
From time to time he invites you to visit him. Every time you enter
his house you observe some striking change: he has connected two parts
of the building which till then had no means of communication. He has
planted some new trees. The old elms are flourishing. Some rosebushes
have died. Urns have been set out on the lawn. The life of men, of
animals, of plants has drawn the inanimate world into its toils,
modeled it, sculptured it, forced it to take part in the movement of
the soul.
It is in like fashion that the domains of memory cultivate themselves
and live. They are not ruins, inalterable, rigid, fixed forever in the
ice of some past epoch. Life still penetrates and moves them; they do
not cease to share in its enterprises, its labors, its festivals.
When a man has opened for you several times the same gate in the wall,
when several times he has related the same adventure to you, with
intervals of a few months or a few years, observe closely the spots
to which he leads you and the persons to whom he presents you. Every
time you will find new things, you will find that roads have been laid
out, underbrush cut down, windows opened and unexpected supernumeraries
called in.
Is it true then that that was a dead tale, wrapped up in what we call
the shroud of the past?
The world of “living memory” is so indissolubly bound up with our
resolutions and our acts that in accumulating memories we feel we are
preparing, erecting our future itself.
IX
There is another refuge!
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