Bartrow did his part, but by the time he had pulled Elliott out of the
throng in front of the quotation board, Jeffard was two squares away,
headed once more for the suburbs. This time he crossed the river and
tramped for hours in the Highlands. He told himself he was killing time
and keeping out of the way of the luncheon hour; but in reality he was
fighting a desperate battle with pride, or self-respect, or whatever
it is that makes a man who is not a born vagrant shrink from that
species of cannibalism which begins with the eating of one's personal
possessions.
It was an unequal fight at best, since hunger was the besieger, but
Jeffard made shift to prolong it until the long day of fasting was
drawing to its close. He yielded at last, as needs must when famine
drives, but the capitulation was upon conditions, and his heart
was soft with repentant kneadings. Since one must eat to live, the
pride-quenching thing must come to pass; but the doing of it should
be the pivot upon which he would turn back to sanity and industrious
thrift. The loss of his small patrimony and the hard-earned savings
by which it had been fairly doubled was shrewd upon him, but he told
himself that the consequences of his folly must be set over against the
experience; that he must be content to begin again at the bottom, as
his father had before him, thankful for the youth and strength which
made such a beginning possible.
From the preliminary survey of penitence to plotting out the map of
good intentions is an easy stage, and Jeffard beguiled the long tramp
townward by building air-castles spacious and many-storied, with the
new resolutions for their foundations. But when the sidewalks of the
streets were once more under his feet, the pride-quenching necessity
urged itself afresh, plying the lash of shame until he was driven to
tramp yet other squares before he could attain to the plunging point.
He was passing the Albany when the climax was reached, and he turned
aside to get a light for the carefully economized stump of Bartrow's
cigar before setting out to find a pawnshop where his pride might
suffer least. At the cigar counter in the rotunda a giant in rough
tweeds, with an unshorn beard and the fine bronze of the grazing plains
on face and hands, was filling his case with high-priced Cubans from an
open box. At sight of Jeffard he dropped the cigar-case and roared out
a mighty welcome.
"Well, I'll be ----! Jeffard, my boy, where under the canopy did you
drop from? If I haven't had a search-warrant out for you all day, I'm
a liar and the truth has shook me. Been to dinner?--but of course you
haven't; or if you have, you are going to eat another with me right
now. How've you been? and where in Tophet have you been hiding out?"
Jeffard smiled. "That's the place--in Tophet and elsewhere; but I
haven't been out of town since you were here last."
"The devil you haven't! Then what did that muley maverick at the hotel
mean when he said you were gone?"
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