It was during one of the Kershawan absences that the letter to Bartrow
was written; and the hands of the paper-weight clock on the desk were
pointing to the supper hour when Lansdale dropped the pen and drew
down the desk-curtain. Unlike his chief, he rarely ignored the supper
recess, though a walk in the open air often took the place of the meal;
and having his night's work well in hand, he let himself into the
corridor, said "Down!" and was presently set afoot at the street level.
As usual, the swift rush down the elevator-shaft dizzied him, and he
had to steady himself before he could go on. When he allowed himself to
think about it he realized that these dizzyings were growing commoner,
and were set awhirl by slighter exciting causes. Another man, or a man
with another ailment, might have given the unnerving weakness its true
name and place and succumbed to it; but Lansdale's _métier_ had been
love-transformed into unflinching hopefulness, and the trivialities
of the daily walk had come to be so many blind and desperate sorties
against the indrawing lines of the relentless besieger. For of the two
lions standing in the way to the House Beautiful that named Inequality
had been slain by the collapse of the Lodestar; wherefore this other of
Ill-health must either slay or be slain, since love would not be denied.
This was what was in his resolute step when he went forth into the
night; into the whirl of life on the peopled streets and sidewalks.
Some vague supper promptings were present, but a stronger impulse sent
him riverward, away from the thickly peopled walks and down into the
wholesale district toward a shabby apartment building which had been
left stranded on the bar of traffic when the uptown tide had set in.
The little excursion was purposeless, as had been many another in the
same direction; but when he found himself opposite the stairway of the
shabby building he wondered if he might not go up and ask Constance
for a cup of tea. He was wise in his generation, and he had long
since discovered that the way to Constance Elliott's heart lay through
helpings accepted. With love abounding for any human soul at need,
there were precious reserves of tenderness for those to whom she might
minister.
Lansdale glanced up at the two lighted windows on the third floor and
crossed the street. In the stair archway, which was dimly lighted
by a single inefficient gas-jet, he stumbled upon a bit of by-play,
in which the actors were a man and a woman leaning together across
the stair-rail, and a barelegged boy spying upon the twain from the
dimnesses beyond. The little tableau fell apart at the sound of the
intruder's footsteps. The boy vanished mysteriously, the woman ran
upstairs, and the man turned half angrily, as one faulted. It was
Jeffard; and when he recognized Lansdale he spoke quickly, as if to
forestall possible comment.
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