So Jeffard went his way reflective, and while he mused the fire burned
and he saw himself in his recent stumblings in the valley of dry bones
as a thing apart. From the saner point of view it seemed incredible
that he could ever have been the thrall of such an ignoble passion
as that which had so lately despoiled him and sent him to tramp the
streets like a hungry vagrant. As yet the lesson was but a few hours
old, but the barrier it had thrown up between the insensate yesterday
and the rational to-day seemed safely impassable. In the strength of
reinstated reason, confidence returned; and close upon the heels of
confidence, temerity. His reverie had led him past the corner where
he should have turned westward, and when he took cognizance of his
surroundings he was standing opposite the alley-way of the glass-eyed
doors. He glanced at his watch. It was midnight. Twenty-four hours
before, almost to the minute, he had been dragged irresistibly across
the street and up the carpeted stair to the lair of the dementia-demon.
He looked up at the carefully shaded windows, and a sudden desire to
prove himself came upon him. Not once since the first hot flashes of
the fever had begun to quicken his pulse, had he been able to go and
look on and return scathless. But was he not sane now? and was not the
barrier well builded? If it were not--if it stood only upon the lack of
opportunity--
He crossed the street and threaded the narrow alley, tramping steadily
as one who goes into battle,--a battle which may be postponed, but
which may by no means be evaded. The swing doors gave back under his
hand, and a minute later he stood beside the table with the inlaid
cards in its centre, his hands thrust deep in his pockets, and his
breath coming in sharp little gasps.
It was a perilous moment for any son of Adam who has been once bitten
by the dog of avarice gone mad. The run of luck was against the bank,
and the piles of counters under the hands of the haggard ones girdling
the table grew and multiplied with every turn of the cards. Jeffard's
lips began to twitch, and the pupils of his eyes narrowed to two
scintillant points. Slowly, and by almost imperceptible advances, his
right hand crept from its covert, the fingers tightly clenched upon
the small roll of bank-notes,--the Providential windfall which must
provision any future argosy of endeavor.
The dealer ran the cards with monotonous precision, his hands moving
like the pieces of a nicely adjusted mechanism. Jeffard's fingers
unclosed and he stood staring down at the money in his palm as if the
sight of it fascinated him. Then he turned quickly and tossed it across
to the banker. "Reds and whites," he said; and the sound of his own
voice jarred upon his nerves like the rasping of files in a saw-pit.
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