"Now that is what our forefathers called Providence, and what we, being
so much wiser in our own generation, call luck," he declared. "I had
just got a check out of the post-office for a bit of work sent months
ago to an editor whose name is unhasting. When you saw me I was closing
a negotiation, by the terms of which the cashier of the 'Coloradoan'
becomes my banker. Behold, now, the mysteries of--shall we say
Providence? At any time within the six months I would have sworn that
the opportune moment for the arrival of this bit of money-paper had
come; nevertheless Providence, and the slow-geared editor, get it here
just in time to save two men from going to bed supperless. Why don't
you say something?"
They were at the door of the café, and Jeffard gripped his companion's
arm and thrust him in. "Can't you see that I'm too damned hungry to
talk?" he demanded savagely; and Lansdale wisely held his peace until
the barbarian in his guest had been appeased.
When the soup and fish had disappeared, Jeffard was ashamed of himself,
and said as much.
"You mustn't mind what I said," he began, by way of making amends.
"I used to think I was a civilized being, but, God help me, Lansdale,
I'm not! When I've gone without food for twenty-four hours on end, I'm
nothing more or less than a hungry savage."
Lansdale smiled intelligence. "I know the taste of it, and it's bad
medicine--for the soul as well as for the body," he rejoined. "There is
reason to suspect that Shakespeare never went hungry, else he wouldn't
have said, 'Sweet are the uses of adversity.' They're not sweet;
they're damnably bitter. A man may come forth of the winepress with
bones unbroken and insight sharpened to the puncturing point; but his
capacity for evil will be increased in just proportion."
"I don't want to believe that," said Jeffard, whose despair was not yet
proof against a good meal in good company.
"You needn't, but it's true. The necessities breed a certain
familiarity with evil. Moral metes and bounds have a trick of
disappearing in the day of physical dearth. When hunger has driven a
man over the ethical boundary a few times, the crossing becomes easy;
and when hunger drops the whip, inclination is very likely to take it
up."
Jeffard laughed. "'The words of Agur the son of Jakeh,'" he quoted. "I
believe you'd moralize if you were going to be hanged, Lansdale."
"Perhaps I should. What possible contingency could offer better
opportunities? And am I not going to be hanged--or choked, which
amounts to the same thing?"
Jeffard looked up quickly and saw what the myopia of hunger had
hitherto obscured: that his companion's smooth-shaven face seemed
gaunter than usual, and that his hands were unsteady when he lifted the
knife and fork.
"Colorado isn't helping you, then," he said.
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