"I'd do what I said I should,--change places with you; only I suppose
that wouldn't be possible. Failing that"--He pondered over it for a
moment, balancing his fork on the edge of his plate the while. "A few
weeks ago I should have mapped out a future worth talking about. I had
a lucid day, in which the things that make for ambition of the better
sort had their inning. If you had asked me such a question then, I
should doubtless have told you that I should try to realize the ideals
of other days; to walk uprightly, and to hold great wealth as it should
be held--in trust for the good of one's kind; to win the love of the
ideal woman, perhaps; and, having won it, to sit at her feet until I
had learned how to be God's almoner."
Lansdale's smile was not wholly cynical. "But now?" he queried.
"But now I know my own limitations. I think I should go back to the old
farm in the Berkshire Hills, and try to make it earn me bread and meat."
"But you couldn't spend ten thousand a month on an abandoned farm,
though I grant you it would be a pretty expensive luxury. What would
you do with the lave of it?"
Jeffard's lips tightened, and his face was not pleasant to look upon.
"I'd let it go on accumulating, piling up and up till there was no
shadow of possibility that I should ever again come to know what it
means to be without money. And even then I should know I could never
get enough," he added.
This time Lansdale's smile was of incredulity. "Let me prophesy," he
suggested. "When your lucky day overtakes you, you will do none of
these things. Jeffard the fool may be heard of wherever the Associated
Press has a wire or a correspondent; but Jeffard the miser will never
exist outside of your own unbalanced imagination. Let's go out and
walk. It's fervidly close in here."
Arm in arm they paced the streets until nearly midnight, talking of
things practical and impracticable, and keeping well out of the present
in either the past or the future. When Lansdale said good-night, he
stuffed a bank-note into Jeffard's pocket.
"It's only a loan," he protested, when Jeffard would have made him take
it back. "And there are no conditions. You can go and play with it, if
that's what you'd rather do."
The suggestion was unfortunate, though possibly the result would have
been the same in any event. Five minutes after parting from Lansdale,
Jeffard had taken his place in the silent group around the table in the
upper room; and by the time the pile of counters under his hand had
increased to double the amount of Lansdale's gift, he was oblivious to
everything save the one potent fact--that after so many reverses his
luck had turned at last.
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