It was a custom-hardened account of a commonplace tragedy. A man whose
name was given as George Jeffrey had shot himself an hour before
midnight on one of the bridges spanning Cherry Creek. Constance read
the story of the tragedy with her father's remark in abeyance, and the
shock came with the conviction that the self-slain one was Jeffard,
whose name might easily become Jeffrey in the hurried notes of a
news-gatherer. The meagre particulars tallied accurately with Bartrow's
terse account of Jeffard's sociological experiment. The suicide was a
late-comer from the farther East; he had spent his money in riotous
living; and he had latterly been lost to those who knew him best.
It was characteristic of Stephen Elliott's daughter that she passed the
paper back to her father without comment, and that she preserved an
outward presentment of cheerfulness during the remainder of the meal.
But when she was free she ran up to her room and was seen no more of
her father or her cousin until the latter went upstairs an hour later
to see if Connie were ready for her morning walk.
"Why, Connie, dear! What is the matter?"
Since her tap at the door went unanswered, Myra had turned the knob and
entered. Connie was lying in a dejected little heap on the floor before
the fireless grate. She shook her head in dumb protest at her cousin's
question; but when Myra knelt beside her it all came out brokenly.
"You didn't see what poppa gave me to read: it was an account of a
suicide. Mr. Jeffard has killed himself, and--and, oh, Myra! it's all
my fault!"
"Mr. Jeffard? Oh, I remember now,--Mr. Bartrow's friend. But I don't
understand; how could it have been your fault?"
"It was, it was! Don't you remember what Dick said? that Mr. Jeffard
was in trouble, and that he had a place for him? I saw him yesterday,
and I--_I didn't tell him!_"
"But, Connie, dear, how could you? You didn't know him." Getting no
more than a smothered sob in reply to this, Myra asked for particulars,
and Connie gave them sparingly.
"You say the name was George Jeffrey? Why do you think it was Mr.
Jeffard? I can't for the life of me see how you are to blame, in the
remotest sense; but if you are, it's foolish to grieve over it until
you are quite sure of the identities. Isn't there any way you can find
out?"
Connie sat up at that, but she refused to be comforted.
"There is a way, and I'll try it; but it's no use, Myra. I'm just as
sure as if I had stood beside him when he did it. And I shall never,
_never_ forgive myself!"
She got up and bathed her eyes, and when she had made herself ready to
go out, she refused Myra's proffer of company.
"No, dear; thank you, but I'd rather go alone," she objected; "I'll
share the misery of it with you by and by, perhaps, but I can't just
yet."
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