At sight of her Jeffard forgot his penalties for the moment, and the
early morning sunshine seemed to take on a kindlier glow. She was
standing on the arm of a clumsy veranda-chair, trying vainly to reach
the higher branches of the rose, and Jeffard remarked that she was
small almost to girlishness. But the suggestion of immaturity paused
with her stature. The rounded arms discovered by the loose sleeves
of her belted house-gown; the firm, full outline of her figure; the
crowning glory of red-brown hair with the heart of the sunlight in it;
the self-contained poise on the arm of the great chair; these were all
womanly, and the glimpse stirred the waters of a neglected pool in
Jeffard's past as he went on his aimless way along the avenue.
There was a closely written leaf in the book of memory which he had
sought to tear out and destroy; but the sight of the graceful figure
poised on the arm of the big chair opened the record at the forbidden
page, and the imagined personality of the sweet-faced young woman with
the red-brown hair and sympathetic eyes set itself antithetically over
against the self-seeking ambition of the girl who had written her own
epitaph in the book of his remembrance. He gave place to the sharply
defined contrast for a time, indulging it as one who plunges not
unwillingly into the past for the sake of escaping the present, and
banishing it only when his shortening shadow gave token that the chance
of a breakfast invitation was no longer to be apprehended.
But when he turned his face cityward it was with a conscious avoidance
of the route which would lead him past the house with a climbing
rose on one of its veranda pillars. For what had a man to whom the
proletary's highway was already opening up its cheerless vista to do
with love, and dalliance, and heaven-suggestive pictures of domestic
beatitude?
Once more in Sixteenth Street, the moneyless reality thrust itself
upon him with renewed insistence, and he turned a corner abruptly to
escape an acquaintance who was crossing the street. The shame of it was
too new to strike hands with dissimulation as yet, and companionship
was least of all things to be desired. If he could but win back to
his room unaccosted and lock himself in until the sharpness of hunger
should have exorcised the devil of humiliation, he might hope to be
able to face an accusing world with such equanimity as may be born of
desperation.
But fate willed otherwise. As he was passing a deep-set doorway giving
on the sidewalk, a friendly arm shot out and barred the way. Jeffard
looked up with an unspoken malediction on his tongue. It was Bartrow.
In his haste to gain his lodging the shamed one had forgotten the
proximity of the St. James hotel.
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