He felt that he ought to dislike her cordially, but he did not. He
admired her, on the contrary, as he would have admired a fine boy. She
seemed to have no religion, no ideals, and no petty vanity; therefore,
from his point of judgment, she was not feminine. Perhaps the least
feminine thing about her was the manner in which she appeared to take it
for granted that he was going to marry her, without his having said, as
yet, a word to that effect. In a certain way it simplified matters, and
in another it made them more difficult. It is not easy to ask a woman to
marry you where she looks into your eyes unhesitatingly. But Landor
decided that it had to be done. She had been in the post four months,
and with the standing exception of Brewster, whom she discouraged
resolutely, none of the officers cared for her beyond the flirtation
limit.
So one night when they were sitting upon the Campbells' steps, he took
the plunge. She had been talking earnestly, discussing the advisability
of filing off the hammer of the pistol he had given her, to prevent its
catching on the holster when she wanted to draw it quickly. One of her
long, brown hands was laid on his knee, with the most admirable lack of
self-consciousness. He put his own hand upon it, and she looked up
questioningly. She was unused to caresses from any but the two Campbell
children, and her frank surprise held a reproach that softened his voice
almost to tenderness.
"Do you think you could love me, Felipa?" he asked, without any preface
at all.
She said "Yes" as frankly as she would have said it to the children. It
was blighting to any budding romance, but he tried hard nevertheless to
save the next question from absolute baldness. He had a resentful sort
of feeling that he was entitled to at least a little idealism. As she
would not give it, he tried to find it for himself, noting the grace of
her long free neck, the wealth of her coarse black hair, and the beauty
of her smiling mouth. But the smiling mouth answered his low-spoken
"Will you marry me then, dear?" with the same frank assent. "Not for a
good while, though," she added. "I am too young." That was all, and in a
moment she was telling him some of Brewster's absurdities, with a
certain appreciation of the droll that kept it from being malicious.
As he had made Mrs. Campbell his confidante from the first, he told her
about this too, now, and finished with the half-helpless, half-amused
query as to what he should do. "It may be any length of time before she
decides that she is old enough, and it never seems to occur to her that
this state of things can't go on forever, that she is imposing upon
you." "And the most serious part of it," he added after a while, "is
that she does not love me."
"You don't love her, for that matter, either," Mrs. Campbell reminded
him. But she advised the inevitable,--to wait and let it work itself
out.
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