Felipa rose from the table, and going over to her husband laid her hand
on his shoulder. She asked when he must go. "To-night, my dear lady, I
am afraid," soothed the commandant. But she appeared to be in no need of
humoring, as she turned to Landor and offered to do what she might to
help him.
He had dreaded a scene, but he was not so sure that this was not worse.
"You are the wife for a soldier," he said somewhat feebly; "no tears and
fuss and--all that kind of thing."
Landor winced as he folded his napkin and stood up. "I am ready," he
said, and going into the long hallway took his cap from the rack and
went with the major out into the night.
In half an hour he was back, and having produced his scouting togs from
the depths of a sky-blue chest, smelling horribly of tobacco and
camphor, he fell to dressing.
Felipa sat on the edge of the bunk and talked to him, a little excited,
and very anxious to try what a scout was like for herself.
As he put on his faded blouse he went and stood before her, holding out
his arms. She moved over to him and laid her head on his shoulder. "Are
you not sorry to have me go?" he asked, in the tones of one having a
grievance. He felt that he was entitled to something of the sort.
Of course she was sorry, she protested, a little indignant that he
should ask it. She would be horribly lonesome.
He tried hard to warm her to something more personal. "I might never
come back, you know, dear." He realized that he was absolutely begging
for affection, most futile and unavailing of all wastes of energy.
But she only answered that that was unlikely and slipped her arm around
his neck, as she added that if anything were to happen to him, she would
not have one real friend in the world. There was something pathetic in
the quiet realization of her loneliness.
He stroked her hair pityingly. After all, she was only a half-savage
creature bound to him by the ties of gratitude. He had seen the same
thing in a Chiricahua girl baby he had once rescued, horribly burned,
from the fire of an abandoned Indian camp, where she had been thrown by
the fleeing hostiles, because she was sickly and hampered their
progress. The hideous, scarred little thing had attached herself to him
like a dog, and had very nearly pined herself to death when he had had
to leave her for good. Afterward she had married--at the ripe age of
twelve--a buck of her own tribe. He thought of how she also had slipped
her hard, seamed arm around his neck, and he drew away from Felipa.
When, in the darkness of a cloudy night, he said good-by to her on the
road before his quarters, bending to kiss the warm mouth he could not
see, he knew that it would have been possible for him to have loved her,
had she been nearly all that she was not.
Then he mounted the horse the orderly held for him, and trotted off.
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