Pending her arrival, Landor brought himself to look upon it as his
plain duty and only course to marry her. It would save her, and any man
who might otherwise happen to love her, from learning what she was. That
she might refuse to look at it in that way, did not much enter into his
calculations. It required a strong effort for him to decide it so, but
it was his way to pick out the roughest possible path before him, to
settle within himself that it was that of duty, and to follow it without
fagging or complaint. He dreaded any taint of Apache blood as he dreaded
the venom of a rattler. He had seen its manifestations for twenty odd
years, had seen the hostile savage and the civilized one, and shrank
most from the latter. But he had promised Cabot to do his best by the
waif, and the best he could see was to marry her. There was always
before him, to urge him on to the sacrifice, the stalwart figure of his
boyhood's friend, standing forsaken in the stretch of desert with the
buzzards hovering over him in the burning sky. He permitted himself to
hope, however, that she was not too obviously a squaw.
When the day came he rode out with most of the garrison to meet her. He
was anxious. He recalled Anne of Cleves, and had a fellow-feeling for
the King. By the time they came in sight of the marching troops, he had
worked himself to such an implicit faith in the worst that he decided
that the wide figure, heavily blue-veiled, and linen-dustered, on the
back seat of the Dougherty was she. It is one of the strongest arguments
of the pessimist in favor of his philosophy, that the advantage of
expecting the disagreeable lies in the fact that, if he meets with
disappointment, it is necessarily a pleasant one.
Felipa Cabot proved to be a lithe creature, who rode beside the
ambulance with the officers, and who, in spite of the dust and tan and
traces of a hard march, was beautiful. In the reaction of the moment
Landor thought her the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. But she
froze the consequent warmth of his greeting with a certain indefinable
stolidity, and she eyed him with an unabashed intention of determining
whether he were satisfactory or not, which changed his position to that
of the one upon approbation. If she had been less handsome, it would
have been repellent.
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