“In time? What do you mean? In time for what? Pauline, tell
me”--advancing a step--“tell me, in God's Name, what are you doing in
this place?” He glanced significantly round the shabby room with its
threadbare carpet and distempered walls.
“I'm living here--”
“_Living here? You?_”
“Yes. Why not? Soon”--indifferently--“I shall be dying here. It is, at
least, as good a place to die in as any other.”
“Dying?” The man's pleasant baritone voice suddenly shook. “Dying?
Oh, no, no! You've been ill--I can see that--but with care and good
nursing--”
“Don't deceive yourself, my friend,” she interrupted him remorselessly.
“See, come to the window. Now look at me--and then don't talk any more
twaddle about care and good nursing!”
She had drawn him towards the window, till they were standing together
in the full blaze of the setting sun. Then she turned and faced him--a
gaunt wreck of splendid womanhood, her fingers working nervously, whilst
her too brilliant eyes, burning in their grey, sunken, sockets, searched
his face curiously.
“You've worn better than I have,” she observed at last, breaking the
silence with a short laugh, “you must be--let me see--fifty. While I'm
barely thirty-one--and I look forty--and the rest.”
Suddenly he reached out and gathered her thin, restless hands into his,
holding them in a kind, firm clasp.
“Oh, my dear!” he said sadly. “Is there nothing I can do?”
“Yes,” she answered steadily. “There is. And it's to ask you if you will
do it that I sent for you. Do you suppose”--she swallowed, battling with
the tremor in her voice--“that I _wanted_ you to see me--as I am now?
It was months--months before I could bring myself to send you the little
pearl ring.”
He stooped and kissed one of the hands he held.
“Dear, foolish woman! You would always be--just Pauline--to me.”
Her eyes softened suddenly.
“So you never married, after all?”
He straightened his shoulders, meeting her glance squarely--almost
sternly.
“Did you imagine that I should?” he asked quietly.
“No, no, I suppose not.” She looked away. “What a mess I made of things,
didn't I? However, it's all past now; the game's nearly over, thank
Heaven! Life, since that day”--the eyes of the man and woman met again
in swift understanding--“has been one long hell.”
“He--the man you married--”
“Made that hell. I left him after six years of it, taking the child with
me.”
“The child?” A curious expression came into his eyes, resentful, yet
tinged at the same time with an oddly tender interest. “Was there a
child?”
“Yes--I have a little daughter.”
“And did your husband never trace you?” he asked, after a pause.
“He never tried to”--grimly. “Afterwards--well, it was downhill all the
way. I didn't know how to work, and by that time I had learned my health
was going. Since then, I've lived on the proceeds of the pawnshop--I
had my jewels, you know--and on the odd bits of money I could scrape
together by taking in sewing.”
A groan burst from the man's dry lips.
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