Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction
But James was not satisfied. He felt he must make active reparation.
When the Vicar finished, and he understood that some reply was expected,
it occurred to him that he had an opportunity of salving the bitter
wound he had caused. The very hatred he felt at making open allusion to
his feelings made him think it a just punishment; none knew but himself
how painful it was to talk in that strain to stupid, curious people.
"I thank you very much for the welcome you have all given me," he said.
His voice trembled in his nervousness, so that he could hardly command
it, and he reddened. It seemed to James a frightful humiliation to have
to say the things he had in mind, it made them all ugly and vulgar; he
was troubled also by his inability to express what he felt. He noticed a
reporter for the local newspaper rapidly taking notes.
"I have been very much touched by your kindness. Of course, I am
extremely proud to have won the Victoria Cross, but I feel it is really
more owing to my father than to any deed of mine. You all know my
father, and you know what a brave and gallant soldier he was. It was
owing to his fine example, and to his teaching, and to his constant,
loving care, that I was able to do the little I did. And I should like
to say that it is to him and to my mother that I owe everything. It is
the thought of his unblemished and exquisite career, of the beautiful
spirit which brightly coloured all his actions, that has supported me in
times of difficulty. And my earnest desire has always been to prove
myself worthy of my father and the name he has handed on to me. You have
cheered me very kindly; now I should like to ask you for three cheers
for my father."
Colonel Parsons looked at his son as he began to speak. When he realised
Jamie's meaning, tears filled his eyes and streamed down his
cheeks--tears of happiness and gratitude. All recollection of the
affront quickly vanished, and he felt an ecstatic joy such as he had
never known before. The idea came to him in his weakness: "Now I can die
happy!" He was too overcome to be ashamed of his emotion, and taking out
his handkerchief, quite unaffectedly wiped his eyes.
The band struck up "Rule, Britannia" and "God Save the Queen"; and in
orderly fashion, as Mr. Dryland had arranged, they all marched off. The
group under the triumphal arch broke up, and the Jacksons and Colonel
and Mrs. Clibborn went their ways.
Mary came into the house. She took Jamie's hands, her eyes wet with
tears.
"Oh, Jamie," she said, "you are good! It was charming of you to speak as
you did of your father. You don't know how happy you've made him."
"I'm very glad you are pleased," he said gravely, and bending forward,
put his arm round her waist and kissed her.
For a moment she leant her head against his shoulder; but with her
emotion was a thing soon vanquished. She wished, above all things, to be
manly, as befitted a soldier's wife. She shook herself, and withdrew
from Jamie's arms.
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