What we need is that this interior tenderness shall be elevated into
seership, that what in most is only yearning or blind love shall see
clearly its way and hope. To this end we have to observe more intently
the nature of the interior life. We find, indeed, that it is not a
solitude at all, but dense with multitudinous being: instead of being
alone we are in the thronged highways of existence. For our guidance
when entering here many words of warning have been uttered, laws have
been outlined, and beings full of wonder, terror, and beauty described.
Yet there is a spirit in us deeper than our intellectual being which I
think of as the Hero in man, who feels the nobility of its place in the
midst of all this, and who would fain equal the greatness of perception
with deeds as great. The weariness and sense of futility which often
falls upon the mystic after much thought is due to this, that he has
not recognised that he must be worker as well as seer, that here he has
duties demanding a more sustained endurance just as the inner life is
so much vaster and more intense than the life he has left behind.
Now the duties which can be taken up by the soul are exactly those
which it feels most inadequate to perform when acting as an embodied
being. What shall be done to quiet the heart-cry of the world: how
answer the dumb appeal for help we so often divine below eyes that
laugh? It is the saddest of all sorrows to think that pity with no
hands to heal, that love without a voice to speak, should helplessly
heap their pain upon pain while earth shall endure. But there is a
truth about sorrow which I think may make it seem not so hopeless.
There are fewer barriers than we think: there is, in truth, an inner
alliance between the soul who would fain give and the soul who is in
need. Nature has well provided that not one golden ray of all our
thoughts is sped ineffective through the dark; not one drop of the
magical elixirs love distils is wasted. Let us consider how this may
be. There is a habit we nearly all have indulged in. We weave little
stories in our minds, expending love and pity upon the imaginary beings
we have created, and I have been led to think that many of these are
not imaginary, that somewhere in the world beings are living just in
that way, and we merely reform and live over again in our life the
story of another life. Sometimes these faraway intimates assume so
vivid a shape, they come so near with their appeal for sympathy that
the pictures are unforgettable; and the more I ponder over them the
more it seems to me that they often convey the actual need of some soul
whose cry for comfort has gone out into the vast, perhaps to meet with
an answer, perhaps to hear only silence. I will supply an instance. I
see a child, a curious, delicate little thing, seated on the doorstep
of a house. It is an alley in some great city, and there is a gloom of
evening and vapour over the sky. I see the child is bending over the
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