Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
"But he'll never know. It's not the sort of thing any one would think
of. I leave the motor down at Sixth Avenue, and this time of year it's
so dark. As soon as I heard Miss Davis was leaving I thought how nice
the place would be for you."
Since it was useless to make the obvious correction here, I thanked her
for her kindness, going on to add:
"But I don't want to get into any trouble."
"No, of course not." She began moving toward the door. "What kind of
trouble were you thinking of?"
I wondered whether or not, having taken one liberty, I could take
another.
"When I see my boat being caught in the rapids I'm afraid there's a
cataract ahead."
It took her some thirty seconds to seize the force of this. Having got
it her eyes fell.
"Oh, I see! And does that mean," she went on, her bosom heaving, "that
you're afraid of the cataract on your own account--or on mine?"
I paused in our slow drifting toward the door. She was a great lady in
the land, and I was nobody. I had much to risk, and I risked it.
"Should I offend you," I asked, deferentially, "if I said--on yours?"
For an instant she became as haughty as so sweet a nature knew how to
be, but the prompting passed.
"No; you don't offend me," she said, after a brief pause. "We're
friends, aren't we, in spite of--"
As she hesitated I filled in the phrase.
"In spite of the difference between us."
Because she was pursuing her own thoughts she allowed that to pass.
"People have gone over cataracts--and still lived."
"Ah, but there's more to existence than life," I exclaimed, promptly.
"There was a friend of my own," she continued, without immediate
reference to my observation; "at least she was a friend--I suppose she
is still--her name was Madeline Grimshaw--"
"Yes, Mrs. Pyne; but she wasn't Mrs. Brokenshire."
"No; she never was so unhappy." She pressed her handkerchief against the
two great tears that rolled down her cheeks. "She did love Mr. Grimshaw
at one time, whereas I--"
"But you say he's kind."
"Oh yes. It isn't that. He's more than kind. He'd smother me with things
I'd like to have. It's--it's when he comes near me--when he touches
me--and--and his eye!"
I knew enough of physical repulsion to be able to change my line of
appeal. "But do you think you'd gain anything if you made him
unhappy--now?"
She looked at me wonderingly.
"I shouldn't think you'd plead for him."
I had ventured so far that I could go a little farther.
"I don't think I'm pleading for him so much as for you."
"Why do you plead for me? Do you think I should be--sorry?"
"If you did what I imagine you're contemplating--yes."
She surprised me by admitting my implication.
"Even if I did, I couldn't be sorrier than I am."
"Oh, but existence is more than joy and sorrow."
"You said just now that it was more than life. I suppose you mean that
it's love."
"I should say that it's more than love."
"Why, what can it be?"
I smiled apologetically.
"Mightn't it be--right?"
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