Mars (Planet) -- Fiction; Science fiction; Short stories
His throat was getting tight. He had difficulty talking. "Doran asked
me what I was looking at, and I told him. He laughed. But he looked.
Then I realized that maybe I wasn't still dreaming. Doran saw it, too,
or thought he did. He kept looking and finally he jumped and grabbed up
his rifle and ran outside. I yelled at him. I kept on yelling and ran
after him. 'It's intelligent, whatever it is!' I kept saying. 'How do
you know it means any harm?' But I heard Doran's rifle go off before I
could get to him. And whatever it was we saw, I didn't see it any more.
Neither did Doran. Maybe he killed it. I don't know. He had to kill it.
That's the way you think."
"What? Explain that remark."
"That's the philosophy of conquest--don't take any chances with
aliens. They might hinder our advance across the Universe. So we kill
everything. Doran acted without thinking at all. Conditioned to kill
everything that doesn't look like us. So I hit Doran and took the gun
away from him and killed him. I felt sick, crazy with rage. Maybe
that's part of it. All I know is that I thought he deserved to die and
that I had to kill him, so I did."
"Is that all, Bruce?"
"That's about all. Except that I'd like to kill all of you. And I would
if I had the chance."
"That's what I figured." Terrence turned to the psychologist, a small
wiry man who sat there constantly fingering his ear. "Stromberg, what
do you think of this gobbledegook? We know he's crazy. But what hit
him? You said his record was good up until a year ago."
Stromberg's voice was monotonous, like a voice off of a tape.
"Schizophrenia with mingled delusions of persecution. The schizophrenia
is caused by inner conflict--indecision between the older values and
our present ones which he hasn't been able to accept. A complete case
history would tell why he can't accept our present attitudes. I would
say that he has an incipient fear of personal inadequacy, which is why
he fears our desire for conquest. He's rationalized, built up a defense
which he's structured with his idealism, foundationed with Old Era
values. Retreat into the past, an escape from his own present feelings
of inadequacy. Also, he escapes into these dream fantasies."
"Yes," Terrence said. "But how does that account for Doran's action?
Doran must have seen something--"
"Doran's charts show high suggestibility under stress. Another weak
personality eliminated. Let's regard it that way. He _imagined_ he saw
something." He glanced at Marsha. "Did _you_ see anything?"
She hesitated, avoiding Bruce's eyes. "Nothing at all. There wasn't
anything out there to see, except the dust and rocks. That's all there
is to see here. We could stay a million years and never see anything
else. A shadow maybe--"
"All right," Terrence interrupted. "Now, Bruce, you know the law
regulating the treatment of serious psycho cases in space?"
"Yes. Execution."
"No facilities for handling such cases en route back to Earth."
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