He was led back to the old conclusion; he had lost the sense of
humanity, he was wretched because he was an alien and a stranger
amongst citizens. It seemed probable that the enthusiasm of literature,
as he understood it, the fervent desire for the fine art, had in it
something of the inhuman, and dissevered the enthusiast from his
fellow-creatures. It was possible that the barbarian suspected as much,
that by some slow process of rumination he had arrived at his fixed and
inveterate impression, by no means a clear reasoned conviction; the
average Philistine, if pressed for the reasons of his dislike, would
either become inarticulate, ejaculating “faugh” and “pah” like an
old-fashioned Scots Magazine, or else he would give some imaginary and
absurd reason, alleging that all “littery men” were poor, that
composers never cut their hair, that painters were rarely public-school
men, that sculptors couldn’t ride straight to hounds to save their
lives, but clearly these imbecilities were mere afterthoughts; the
average man hated the artist from a deep instinctive dread of all that
was strange, uncanny, alien to his nature; he gibbered, uttered his
harsh, semi-bestial “faugh,” and dismissed Keats to his gallipots from
much the same motives as usually impelled the black savages to dismiss
the white man on an even longer journey.
Lucian was not especially interested in this hatred of the barbarian
for the maker, except from this point, that it confirmed him in his
belief that the love of art dissociated the man from the race. One
touch of art made the whole world alien, but surely miseries of the
civilized man cast amongst savages were not so much caused by dread of
their ferocity as by the terror of his own thoughts; he would perhaps
in his last despair leave his retreat and go forth to perish at their
hands, so that he might at least die in company, and hear the sound of
speech before death. And Lucian felt most keenly that in his case there
was a double curse; he was as isolated as Keats, and as inarticulate as
his reviewers. The consolation of the work had failed him, and he was
suspended in the void between two worlds.
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