children, having heard about Moses in the Bulrushes and Daniel in the
Lion’s Den, came straggling home in an evil humor. And all the day it
was as if on a grey sheet grey shadows flickered, passing by.
And in the rose-garden every flower was a flame! He thought in symbols,
using the Persian imagery of a dusky court, surrounded by white
cloisters, gilded by gates of bronze. The stars came out, the sky
glowed a darker violet, but the cloistered wall, the fantastic
trellises in stone, shone whiter. It was like a hedge of may-blossom,
like a lily within a cup of lapis-lazuli, like sea-foam tossed on the
heaving sea at dawn. Always those white cloisters trembled with the
lute music, always the garden sang with the clear fountain, rising and
falling in the mysterious dusk. And there was a singing voice stealing
through the white lattices and the bronze gates, a soft voice chanting
of the Lover and the Beloved, of the Vineyard, of the Gate and the Way.
Oh! the language was unknown; but the music of the refrain returned
again and again, swelling and trembling through the white nets of the
latticed cloisters. And every rose in the dusky air was a flame.
He had seen the life which he expressed by these symbols offered to
him, and he had refused it; and he was alone in the grey street, with
its lamps just twinkling through the dreary twilight, the blast of a
ribald chorus sounding from the main road, a doggerel hymn whining from
some parlor, to the accompaniment of the harmonium. He wondered why he
had turned away from that woman who knew all secrets, in whose eyes
were all the mysteries. He opened the desk of his bureau, and was
confronted by the heap and litter of papers, lying in confusion as he
had left them. He knew that there was the motive of his refusal; he had
been unwilling to abandon all hope of the work. The glory and the
torment of his ambition glowed upon him as he looked at the manuscript;
it seemed so pitiful that such a single desire should be thwarted. He
was aware that if he chose to sit down now before the desk he could, in
a manner, write easily enough—he could produce a tale which would be
formally well constructed and certain of favorable reception. And it
would not be the utterly commonplace, entirely hopeless favorite of the
circulating library; it would stand in those ranks where the real thing
is skillfully counterfeited, amongst the books which give the reader
his orgy of emotions, and yet contrive to be superior, and “art,” in
his opinion. Lucian had often observed this species of triumph, and had
noted the acclamation that never failed the clever sham. _Romola_, for
example, had made the great host of the serious, the portentous, shout
for joy, while the real book, _The Cloister and the Hearth_, was a
comparative failure.
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