The memory of the old home recalled his father and mother to him, and
he wondered whether his mother would come if he were to cry out
suddenly. One night, on just such a night as this, when a great storm
blew from the mountain, a tree had fallen with a crash and a bough had
struck the roof, and he awoke in a fright, calling for his mother. She
had come and had comforted him, soothing him to sleep, and now he shut
his eyes, seeing her face shining in the uncertain flickering candle
light, as she bent over his bed. He could not think she had died; the
memory was but a part of the evil dreams that had come afterwards.
He said to himself that he had fallen asleep and dreamed sorrow and
agony, and he wished to forget all the things of trouble. He would
return to happy days, to the beloved land, to the dear and friendly
paths across the fields. There was the paper, white before him, and
when he chose to stir, he would have the pleasure of reading his work.
He could not quite recollect what he had been about, but he was somehow
conscious that he had been successful and had brought some long labour
to a worthy ending. Presently he would light the gas, and enjoy the
satisfaction that only the work could give him, but for the time he
preferred to linger in the darkness, and to think of himself as
straying from stile to stile through the scented meadows, and listening
to the bright brook that sang to the alders.
It was winter now, for he heard the rain and the wind, and the swaying
of the trees, but in those old days how sweet the summer had been. The
great hawthorn bush in blossom, like a white cloud upon the earth, had
appeared to him in twilight, he had lingered in the enclosed valley to
hear the nightingale, a voice swelling out from the rich gloom, from
the trees that grew around the well. The scent of the meadowsweet was
blown to him across the bridge of years, and with it came the dream and
the hope and the longing, and the afterglow red in the sky, and the
marvel of the earth. There was a quiet walk that he knew so well; one
went up from a little green byroad, following an unnamed brooklet
scarce a foot wide, but yet wandering like a river, gurgling over its
pebbles, with its dwarf bushes shading the pouring water. One went
through the meadow grass, and came to the larch wood that grew from
hill to hill across the stream, and shone a brilliant tender green, and
sent vague sweet spires to the flushing sky. Through the wood the path
wound, turning and dipping, and beneath, the brown fallen needles of
last year were soft and thick, and the resinous cones gave out their
odour as the warm night advanced, and the shadows darkened. It was
quite still; but he stayed, and the faint song of the brooklet sounded
like the echo of a river beyond the mountains. How strange it was to
look into the wood, to see the tall straight stems rising, pillar-like,
and then the dusk, uncertain, and then the blackness. So he came out
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