The wind grew louder, and the windows rattled. He half opened his eyes
and shut them again, determined to cherish that sensation of long ago.
He felt tired and heavy with sleep; he imagined that he was exhausted
by some effort; he had, perhaps, been writing furiously without rest.
He could not recollect at the instant what the work had been; it would
be delightful to read the pages when he had made up his mind to bestir
himself.
Surely that was the noise of boughs, swaying and grinding in the wind.
He remembered one night at home when such a sound had roused him
suddenly from a deep sweet sleep. There was a rushing and beating as of
wings upon the air, and a heavy dreary noise, like thunder far away
upon the mountain. He had got out of bed and looked from behind the
blind to see what was abroad. He remembered the strange sight he had
seen, and he pretended it would be just the same if he cared to look
out now. There were clouds flying awfully from before the moon, and a
pale light that made the familiar land look strange and terrible. The
blast of wind came with a great shriek, and the trees tossed and bowed
and quivered; the wood was scourged and horrible, and the night air was
ghastly with a confused tumult, and voices as of a host. A huge black
cloud rolled across the heaven from the west and covered up the moon,
and there came a torrent of bitter hissing rain.
It was all a vivid picture to him as he sat in his chair, unwilling to
wake. Even as he let his mind stray back to that night of the past
years, the rain beat sharply on the window-panes, and though there were
no trees in the grey suburban street, he heard distinctly the crash of
boughs. He wandered vaguely from thought to thought, groping
indistinctly amongst memories, like a man trying to cross from door to
door in a darkened unfamiliar room. But, no doubt, if he were to look
out, by some magic the whole scene would be displayed before him. He
would not see the curve of monotonous two-storied houses, with here and
there a white blind, a patch of light, and shadows appearing and
vanishing, not the rain plashing in the muddy road, not the amber of
the gas-lamp opposite, but the wild moonlight poured on the dearly
loved country; far away the dim circle of the hills and woods, and
beneath him the tossing trees about the lawn, and the wood heaving
under the fury of the wind.
He smiled to himself, amidst his lazy meditations, to think how real it
seemed, and yet it was all far away, the scenery of an old play long
ended and forgotten. It was strange that after all these years of
trouble and work and change he should be in any sense the same person
as that little boy peeping out, half frightened, from the rectory
window. It was as if looking in the glass one should see a stranger,
and yet know that the image was a true reflection.
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