Hence he had delighted in the few remains of the past that he could
find still surviving on the suburb’s edge, in the grave old houses that
stood apart from the road, in the mouldering taverns of the eighteenth
century, in the huddled hamlets that had preserved only the glow and
the sunlight of all the years that had passed over them. It appeared to
him that vulgarity and greasiness and squalor had come with a flood,
that not only the good but also the evil in man’s heart had been made
common and ugly, that a sordid scum was mingled with all the springs,
of death as of life. It would be alike futile to search amongst these
mean two-storied houses for a splendid sinner as for a splendid saint;
the very vices of these people smelt of cabbage water and a pothouse
vomit.
And so he had often fled away from the serried maze that encircled him,
seeking for the old and worn and significant as an antiquary looks for
the fragments of the Roman temple amidst the modern shops. In some way
the gusts of wind and the beating rain of the night reminded him of an
old house that had often attracted him with a strange indefinable
curiosity. He had found it on a grim grey day in March, when he had
gone out under a leaden-moulded sky, cowering from a dry freezing wind
that brought with it the gloom and the doom of far unhappy Siberian
plains. More than ever that day the suburb had oppressed him;
insignificant, detestable, repulsive to body and mind, it was the only
hell that a vulgar age could conceive or make, an inferno created not
by Dante but by the jerry-builder. He had gone out to the north, and
when he lifted up his eyes again he found that he had chanced to turn
up by one of the little lanes that still strayed across the broken
fields. He had never chosen this path before because the lane at its
outlet was so wholly degraded and offensive, littered with rusty tins
and broken crockery, and hedged in with a paling fashioned out of
scraps of wire, rotting timber, and bending worn-out rails. But on this
day, by happy chance, he had fled from the high road by the first
opening that offered, and he no longer groped his way amongst obscene
refuse, sickened by the bloated bodies of dead dogs, and fetid odours
from unclean decay, but the malpassage had become a peaceful winding
lane, with warm shelter beneath its banks from the dismal wind. For a
mile he had walked quietly, and then a turn in the road showed him a
little glen or hollow, watered by such a tiny rushing brooklet as his
own woods knew, and beyond, alas, the glaring foreguard of a “new
neighborhood”; raw red villas, semi-detached, and then a row of
lamentable shops.
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