One might have sworn that not a
man saw his neighbor who met him or jostled him, that here every one
was a phantom for the other, though the lines of their paths crossed
and recrossed, and their eyes stared like the eyes of live men. When
two went by together, they mumbled and cast distrustful glances behind
them as though afraid all the world was an enemy, and the pattering of
feet was like the noise of a shower of rain. Curious appearances and
simulations of life gathered at points in the road, for at intervals
the villas ended and shops began in a dismal row, and looked so
hopeless that one wondered who could buy. There were women fluttering
uneasily about the greengrocers, and shabby things in rusty black
touched and retouched the red lumps that an unshaven butcher offered,
and already in the corner public there was a confused noise, with a
tossing of voices that rose and fell like a Jewish chant, with the
senseless stir of marionettes jerked into an imitation of gaiety. Then,
in crossing a side street that seemed like grey mid-winter in stone, he
trespassed from one world to another, for an old decayed house amidst
its garden held the opposite corner. The laurels had grown into black
skeletons, patched with green drift, the ilex gloomed over the porch,
the deodar had blighted the flower-beds. Dark ivies swarmed over an
elm-tree, and a brown clustering fungus sprang in gross masses on the
lawn, showing where the roots of dead trees mouldered. The blue
verandah, the blue balcony over the door, had faded to grey, and the
stucco was blotched with ugly marks of weather, and a dank smell of
decay, that vapor of black rotten earth in old town gardens, hung heavy
about the gates. And then a row of musty villas had pushed out in shops
to the pavement, and the things in faded black buzzed and stirred about
the limp cabbages, and the red lumps of meat.
It was the same terrible street, whose pavements he had trodden so
often, where sunshine seemed but a gaudy light, where the fume of
burning bricks always drifted. On black winter nights he had seen the
sparse lights glimmering through the rain and drawing close together,
as the dreary road vanished in long perspective. Perhaps this was its
most appropriate moment, when nothing of its smug villas and skeleton
shops remained but the bright patches of their windows, when the old
house amongst its mouldering shrubs was but a dark cloud, and the
streets to the north and south seemed like starry wastes, beyond them
the blackness of infinity. Always in the daylight it had been to him
abhorred and abominable, and its grey houses and purlieus had been
fungus-like sproutings, an efflorescence of horrible decay.
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