And then—but all the months afterwards seemed doubtful, there were only
broken revelations of the labourious hours renewed, and the white
nights when he had seen the moonlight fade and the gaslight grow wan at
the approach of dawn.
He listened. Surely that was the sound of rain falling on sodden
ground, the heavy sound of great swollen drops driven down from wet
leaves by the gust of wind, and then again the strain of boughs sang
above the tumult of the air; there was a doleful noise as if the storm
shook the masts of a ship. He had only to get up and look out of the
window and he would see the treeless empty street, and the rain
starring the puddles under the gas-lamp, but he would wait a little
while.
He tried to think why, in spite of all his resolutions, a dark horror
seemed to brood more and more over all his mind. How often he had sat
and worked on just such nights as this, contented if the words were in
accord though the wind might wail, though the air were black with rain.
Even about the little book that he had made there seemed some taint,
some shuddering memory that came to him across the gulf of
forgetfulness. Somehow the remembrance of the offering to Venus, of the
phrases that he had so lovingly invented, brought back again the dusky
figures that danced in the orgy, beneath the brassy glittering lamps;
and again the naphtha flares showed the way to the sad house in the
fields, and the red glare lit up the mildewed walls and the black
hopeless windows. He gasped for breath, he seemed to inhale a heavy air
that reeked of decay and rottenness, and the odour of the clay was in
his nostrils.
That unknown cloud that had darkened his thoughts grew blacker and
engulfed him, despair was heavy upon him, his heart fainted with a
horrible dread. In a moment, it seemed, a veil would be drawn away and
certain awful things would appear.
He strove to rise from his chair, to cry out, but he could not. Deep,
deep the darkness closed upon him, and the storm sounded far away. The
Roman fort surged up, terrific, and he saw the writhing boughs in a
ring, and behind them a glow and heat of fire. There were hideous
shapes that swarmed in the thicket of the oaks; they called and
beckoned to him, and rose into the air, into the flame that was smitten
from heaven about the walls. And amongst them was the form of the
beloved, but jets of flame issued from her breasts, and beside her was
a horrible old woman, naked; and they, too, summoned him to mount the
hill.
He heard Dr. Burrows whispering of the strange things that had been
found in old Mrs. Gibbon’s cottage, obscene figures, and unknown
contrivances. She was a witch, he said, and the mistress of witches.
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