and ghastly throng that he was something to be pointed at. And these
men and women spoke of sacred things, and knelt before the awful altar
of God, before the altar of tremendous fire, surrounded as they
professed by Angels and Archangels and all the Company of Heaven; and
in their very church they had one aisle for the rich and another for
the poor. And the species was not peculiar to Caermaen; the rich
business men in London and the successful brother author were probably
amusing themselves at the expense of the poor struggling creature they
had injured and wounded; just as the “healthy” boy had burst into a
great laugh when the miserable sick cat cried out in bitter agony, and
trailed its limbs slowly, as it crept away to die. Lucian looked into
his own life and his own will; he saw that in spite of his follies, and
his want of success, he had not been consciously malignant, he had
never deliberately aided in oppression, or looked on it with enjoyment
and approval, and he felt that when he lay dead beneath the earth,
eaten by swarming worms, he would be in a purer company than now, when
he lived amongst human creatures. And he was to call this loathsome
beast, all sting and filth, brother! “I had rather call the devils my
brothers,” he said in his heart, “I would fare better in hell.” Blood
was in his eyes, and as he looked up the sky seemed of blood, and the
earth burned with fire.
The sun was sinking low on the mountain when he set out on the way
again. Burrows, the doctor, coming home in his trap, met him a little
lower on the road, and gave him a friendly good-night.
“A long way round on this road, isn’t it?” said the doctor. “As you
have come so far, why don’t you try the short cut across the fields?
You will find it easily enough; second stile on the left hand, and then
go straight ahead.”
He thanked Dr. Burrows and said he would try the short cut, and Burrows
span on homeward. He was a gruff and honest bachelor, and often felt
very sorry for the lad, and wished he could help him. As he drove on,
it suddenly occurred to him that Lucian had an awful look on his face,
and he was sorry he had not asked him to jump in, and to come to
supper. A hearty slice of beef, with strong ale, whisky and soda
afterwards, a good pipe, and certain Rabelaisian tales which the doctor
had treasured for many years, would have done the poor fellow a lot of
good, he was certain. He half turned round on his seat, and looked to
see if Lucian were still in sight, but he had passed the corner, and
the doctor drove on, shivering a little; the mists were beginning to
rise from the wet banks of the river.
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