It was too late for that. The friendly words had as much lost their
meaning as the words of contempt. Edward Dixon hailed him cheerfully in
the street one day:
“Come in to my den, won’t you, old fellow?” he said. “You won’t see the
pater. I’ve managed to bag a bottle of his old port. I know you smoke
like a furnace, and I’ve got some ripping cigars. You will come, won’t
you! I can tell you the pater’s booze is first rate.”
He gently declined and went on. Kindness and unkindness, pity and
contempt had become for him mere phrases; he could not have
distinguished one from the other. Hebrew and Chinese, Hungarian and
Pushtu would be pretty much alike to an agricultural labourer; if he
cared to listen he might detect some general differences in sound, but
all four tongues would be equally devoid of significance.
To Lucian, entranced in the garden of Avallaunius, it seemed very
strange that he had once been so ignorant of all the exquisite meanings
of life. Now, beneath the violet sky, looking through the brilliant
trellis of the vines, he saw the picture; before, he had gazed in sad
astonishment at the squalid rag which was wrapped about it.
V.
And he was at last in the city of the unending murmuring streets, a
part of the stirring shadow, of the amber-lighted gloom.
It seemed a long time since he had knelt before his sweetheart in the
lane, the moon-fire streaming upon them from the dark circle of the
fort, the air and the light and his soul full of haunting, the touch of
the unimaginable thrilling his heart; and now he sat in a terrible
“bed-sitting-room” in a western suburb, confronted by a heap and litter
of papers on the desk of a battered old bureau.
He had put his breakfast-tray out on the landing, and was thinking of
the morning’s work, and of some very dubious pages that he had
blackened the night before. But when he had lit his disreputable briar,
he remembered there was an unopened letter waiting for him on the
table; he had recognized the vague, staggering script of Miss Deacon,
his cousin. There was not much news; his father was “just the same as
usual,” there had been a good deal of rain, the farmers expected to
make a lot of cider, and so forth. But at the close of the letter Miss
Deacon became useful for reproof and admonition.
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