“I was at Caermaen on Tuesday,” she said, “and called on the Gervases
and the Dixons. Mr. Gervase smiled when I told him you were a literary
man, living in London, and said he was afraid you wouldn’t find it a
very practical career. Mrs. Gervase was very proud of Henry’s success;
he passed fifth for some examination, and will begin with nearly four
hundred a year. I don’t wonder the Gervases are delighted. Then I went
to the Dixons, and had tea. Mrs. Dixon wanted to know if you had
published anything yet, and I said I thought not. She showed me a book
everybody is talking about, called the _Dog and the Doctor_. She says
it’s selling by thousands, and that one can’t take up a paper without
seeing the author’s name. She told me to tell you that you ought to try
to write something like it. Then Mr. Dixon came in from the study, and
your name was mentioned again. He said he was afraid you had made
rather a mistake in trying to take up literature as if it were a
profession, and seemed to think that a place in a house of business
would be more _suitable_ and more practical. He pointed out that you
had not had the advantages of a university training, and said that you
would find men who had made good friends, and had the _tone_ of the
university, would be before you at every step. He said Edward was doing
very well at Oxford. He writes to them that he knows several noblemen,
and that young Philip Bullingham (son of Sir John Bullingham) is his
most intimate friend; of course this is _very_ satisfactory for the
Dixons. I am afraid, my dear Lucian, you have rather overrated your
powers. Wouldn’t it be better, even now, to look out for some _real
work_ to do, instead of wasting your time over those silly old books? I
know quite well how the Gervases and the Dixons feel; they think
idleness so injurious for a young man, and likely to lead to _bad
habits_. You know, my dear Lucian, I am only writing like this because
of my affection for you, so I am sure, my dear boy, you won’t be
offended.”
Lucian pigeon-holed the letter solemnly in the receptacle lettered
“Barbarians.” He felt that he ought to ask himself some serious
questions: “Why haven’t I passed fifth? why isn’t Philip (son of Sir
John) my most intimate friend? why am I an idler, liable to fall into
bad habits?” but he was eager to get to his work, a curious and
intricate piece of analysis. So the battered bureau, the litter of
papers, and the thick fume of his pipe, engulfed him and absorbed him
for the rest of the morning. Outside were the dim October mists, the
dreary and languid life of a side street, and beyond, on the main road,
the hum and jangle of the gliding trains. But he heard none of the
uneasy noises of the quarter, not even the shriek of the garden gates
nor the yelp of the butcher on his round, for delight in his great task
made him unconscious of the world outside.
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