In the curious labour of the bureau he found refreshment that was
continually renewed. He experienced again, and with a far more violent
impulse, the enthusiasm that had attended the writing of his book a
year or two before, and so, perhaps, passed from one drug to another.
It was, indeed, with something of rapture that he imagined the great
procession of years all to be devoted to the intimate analysis of
words, to the construction of the sentence, as if it were a piece of
jewelry or mosaic.
Sometimes, in the pauses of the work, he would pace up and down his
cell, looking out of the window now and again and gazing for an instant
into the melancholy street. As the year advanced the days grew more and
more misty, and he found himself the inhabitant of a little island
wreathed about with the waves of a white and solemn sea. In the
afternoon the fog would grow denser, shutting out not only sight but
sound; the shriek of the garden gates, the jangling of the tram-bell
echoed as if from a far way. Then there were days of heavy incessant
rain; he could see a grey drifting sky and the drops plashing in the
street, and the houses all dripping and saddened with wet.
He cured himself of one great aversion. He was no longer nauseated at
the sight of a story begun and left unfinished. Formerly, even when an
idea rose in his mind bright and wonderful, he had always approached
the paper with a feeling of sickness and dislike, remembering all the
hopeless beginnings he had made. But now he understood that to begin a
romance was almost a separate and special art, a thing apart from the
story, to be practiced with sedulous care. Whenever an opening scene
occurred to him he noted it roughly in a book, and he devoted many long
winter evenings to the elabouration of these beginnings. Sometimes the
first impression would yield only a paragraph or a sentence, and once
or twice but a splendid and sonorous word, which seemed to Lucian all
dim and rich with unsurmised adventure. But often he was able to write
three or four vivid pages, studying above all things the hint and
significance of the words and actions, striving to work into the lines
the atmosphere of expectation and promise, and the murmur of wonderful
events to come.
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