dreariness and desolation, and his mind grew as black and hopeless as
the winter sky. The morning went thus dismally till twelve o’clock, and
he put on his hat and great-coat. He always went out for an hour every
day between twelve and one; the exercise was a necessity, and the
landlady made his bed in the interval. The wind blew the smoke from the
chimneys into his face as he shut the door, and with the acrid smoke
came the prevailing odour of the street, a blend of cabbage-water and
burnt bones and the faint sickly vapor from the brickfields. Lucian
walked mechanically for the hour, going eastward, along the main road.
The wind pierced him, and the dust was blinding, and the dreariness of
the street increased his misery. The row of common shops, full of
common things, the blatant public-houses, the Independent chapel, a
horrible stucco parody of a Greek temple with a façade of hideous
columns that was a nightmare, villas like smug Pharisees, shops again,
a church in cheap Gothic, an old garden blasted and riven by the
builder, these were the pictures of the way. When he got home again he
flung himself on the bed, and lay there stupidly till sheer hunger
roused him. He ate a hunch of bread and drank some water, and began to
pace up and down the room, wondering whether there were no escape from
despair. Writing seemed quite impossible, and hardly knowing what he
did he opened his bureau and took out a book from the shelves. As his
eyes fell on the page the air grew dark and heavy as night, and the
wind wailed suddenly, loudly, terribly.
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