It was not till the winter was well advanced that he began at all to
explore the region in which he lived. Soon after his arrival in the
grey street he had taken one or two vague walks, hardly noticing where
he went or what he saw; but for all the summer he had shut himself in
his room, beholding nothing but the form and colour of words. For his
morning walk he almost invariably chose the one direction, going along
the Uxbridge Road towards Notting Hill, and returning by the same
monotonous thoroughfare. Now, however, when the new year was beginning
its dull days, he began to diverge occasionally to right and left,
sometimes eating his luncheon in odd corners, in the bulging parlors of
eighteenth-century taverns, that still fronted the surging sea of
modern streets, or perhaps in brand new “publics” on the broken borders
of the brickfields, smelling of the clay from which they had swollen.
He found waste by-places behind railway embankments where he could
smoke his pipe sheltered from the wind; sometimes there was a wooden
fence by an old pear-orchard where he sat and gazed at the wet
desolation of the market-gardens, munching a few currant biscuits by
way of dinner. As he went farther afield a sense of immensity slowly
grew upon him; it was as if, from the little island of his room, that
one friendly place, he pushed out into the grey unknown, into a city
that for him was uninhabited as the desert.
He came back to his cell after these purposeless wanderings always with
a sense of relief, with the thought of taking refuge from grey. As he
lit the gas and opened the desk of his bureau and saw the pile of
papers awaiting him, it was as if he had passed from the black skies
and the stinging wind and the dull maze of the suburb into all the
warmth and sunlight and violent colour of the south.
VI.
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