"Nor had I, when I was at your age," returned the elder Villani, reverting to the ill-fated theme. "But I think of it now,--for I needs must. When one stands on the threshold of eternity, face to face with his Creator, then indeed does man begin to bethink himself. Even though a priest might have absolved me of my transgression, my own conscience could not! The vows of the Church are sacred. And now, from the height of time, I look down through the gallery of years. My prayers of anguish and repentance have brought no peace to my heart. Ever and ever remorse returns. Purgatory opens before my inner gaze and Hell yawns to receive my soul!" Again the Grand Master paused, his strength failing rapidly. With a strong, final effort, however, he concentrated a glance of powerful intensity upon Francesco's thoughtful face. The latter returned the look with one of earnest questioning. "And was the sin so great?" he queried. "Others have committed worse, yet despaired not of Heaven!" The old man sighed. He had made his decision, passed these arguments from him long ago. Now no word from any one might mitigate his judgment of himself. The thought that his own flesh and blood was taking so lenient a view of the matter, irritated and annoyed him. "I am not Arnold of Brescia, to soothe my conscience with idle quibbles," he said after a pause. "I am your father, face to face with the Hereafter, filled with fear for the repose of my soul. The tenets of indulgence are not for me! One may be a saint on earth and knock in vain at the gates of Heaven. What are others to me? It is I that am dying!" Like a tidal-wave breaking on the shore it came to Francesco in a sudden flood of understanding. His father had no thought save for himself. It was not the happiness of others he strove for, his own welfare his first and final goal. The ties of flesh and blood meant nothing to him, save for what he might demand of them for himself. In his earlier years he might have allayed suffering and fears with words. What were words to him now? "What would you have me do?" queried Francesco. His voice was low and fraught with a great pity for the dying man. A gleam passed over the latter's face. At last he had to put the question. All hung upon that moment, all;--his eternal happiness and damnation. Should he reveal his request at once, with nothing to allay its harshness? A sudden rush of pain decided the matter. "You ask me what you should do?" he replied slowly. "There is but one thing to do,--there is but one choice. It is for you to live the life in which I have failed. Take the vows. Become a monk, content to live apart from men, alone with tomes and prayers and God,--removed from the temptation which caused my fall!" The sick man drew a short and painful breath, scarcely lower in sound than three words spoken close by his side, spoken as with the voice of a phantom. "Become a monk!"--