She could not have trampled upon him more victoriously than by
displaying the utter indifference with which she seemed to rediscover
his existence.
For a moment, that seemed interminable, they stood at gaze, as if some
hidden hand had been laid upon them, arresting every movement.
Then her lips parted slightly.
"Faithless!"
Then she was gone.--
How long Francesco remained rooted to the spot, he did not know.
He felt as one who has walked into a place, where all the doors were
closed, where calm, contemptuous faces were watching him from the
windows.
His chief desire now was to get away from Rome as quickly as possible.
The Pontiff was at Viterbo. Thither he would travel with the dawn. He
was tired of humiliations. Restless and baffled though he felt in his
effort to conform his thoughts to the life he was henceforth to lead,
he resented even compassion.
The moon had risen higher and the sky was sprinkled with myriads of
stars.
Francesco stood leaning against the fountain, and heard the bells on
distant Aventine tolling through the night. Their music filled the
air. He tried to hush the anxiety of his heart by prayer. It was in
vain.
He felt the love for the friends of his youth turning slowly into
hate. Once again he had proved himself, once again he had been
crucified on the altar of Duty!
Let the stormy billows of life then sweep him onward to whatever
destiny a dark fate had consigned him! Since loyalty had proved his
undoing, why cling to outward show?--
How perfect was the night!
The distant hillsides were hushed. The very leaves were still. The
olive woods shone silvery in the moonlight!
The splashing of the fountains came clear to him in the intense
stillness. In the moonlight the roses were nodding to each other and
the perfume of magnolias permeated the balmy night air. Farther in the
shade he could see the Lucciola, in whose heart were hidden the
love-words caught from lovers' lips,--what a mission for a flower! On
the highroad he heard the tramp of horses' feet. They came nearer,
stopped, then died away in the distance.
Afraid even to move Francesco peered through the leaves.
But the only sound he could hear was the beating of his own heart.
He stood alone in the garden.
Love seemed to have died out of the eyes of life, and the world seemed
to shiver in disillusionment.
A great weariness came to him, a weariness of the heart, spreading
with the swiftness of poison in the blood. His head drooped, as if the
moonlight had wilted the strong neck. His eyes lost their lustre of
haughtiness and fell into a vague, brooding stare. He was dull and
weary; but yesterday he had thought well of the world; there seemed
nor valor, nor pity, anywhere.--
Yet Francesco felt that this state could not endure.
Purposeless he had drifted on the waves of destiny, the blind victim
of another's will. Prayers and penances had not availed to rouse him
to the acceptance of his fate.
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