Husband and wife -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
The sense of injury and misunderstanding which he had at first nursed
had drifted away. Neither did he feel any of the self blame with which
he had loaded himself in the beginning. Augusta had not done this thing
to them. Neither had his foolish doing effected it. Destiny working
with its dull tool, chance, was fashioning out their lives. He did not
understand. But it seemed that Augusta understood. So, then, he should
not go until he heard her voice calling him.
Then there had come the long looked for call of his own country. He
had gone gladly back across the ocean and they had at once given him
work in the training of student officers. He gave no thought to the
commission which might have been his for the asking. He was not looking
for the high adventure of war as these boys and men strained toward it.
He was heartily sick of war and all that went with it. He had come back
to help raise the posse which would put the ramping Beast in pound.
When that should be done, and he knew that it would be done quickly and
properly, his work would be finished. But first he would see Augusta.
He had submitted to his loss of Augusta much as a maimed man submits to
the loss of a member. He could undoubtedly live on without Augusta. But
it is years before a man, who has, for instance, lost a right arm, can
remember that the arm is no longer there. He was forever turning to her
mentally, and in every crowded street he saw the sweet girlish figure
of Augusta just slipping from sight away from him. He had submitted
passively to the decree of fate, or whatever it was that had taken her
from him, but the living delight of her presence never left him. It was
not memory, nor, in any sense, imagination. It was a fact. In those
wonderful months which they had had together, Augusta had not merely
lived with him. She had so lived herself into his life that she had
become an indefinable, but vital, part of the being that was called
Jimmy Wardwell. Without her this Wardwell did not exist.
It was out of this feeling of Augusta's persisting presence with him
that there grew up in him a conviction.
Sometimes it seemed mere impudence. Again it seemed entirely
reasonable--reasonable and possible only, of course, in connection with
Augusta.
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