Husband and wife -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He remembered the night when he had lain out alone in a shell hole at
Messines. He was wounded in the chest and there was no hope of help
coming to him. He could feel the life running out of him, as one after
another of the conscious and unconscious grips of life slipped away
from him. He was dying, so it was plain. But even as he was coming to
that point where he finally surrendered consciousness, he was aware of
a force of life within him which was not being dimmed. That part of him
which he had come to think of as being of Augusta, that much of him was
still living and untouched by death. It was not that he dreamed Augusta
there with him. Nor did his groping senses conjure up for him a vision
of her. She was there, in him, a living part of him, which did not and
would not die.
From that night he had known that he would not die so long as Augusta
lived.
But his thought sometimes went further than this. At the oddest
moments, often when hands and body and brain were busiest with the
surface of things, more than once when he was actually fighting for
his life, there had come to him a flash of something--he did not know
whether it was of foreknowledge or of crazy presumption. But it came to
him.
Might it not be that Augusta and he were actually coming to the
adventure of death together--to _survive_ it!--to hold to each other
_beyond_ it!
If he had believed that the thought was his own, he would have given it
no heed. But he was sure that it was not his own. Augusta had given it
to him. Of that much he was sure. And in that much he did not reject it.
For himself, out of his own experiences, he had seen the chemistry of
death setting to work upon the cooling bodies of men in so many ways,
in such varied circumstances, and yet always with such unfailing method
and matter-of-factness, that he had never seen any reason to believe in
the survival of anything beyond it.
Nevertheless, Augusta had given him the thought.
In the days which he had spent in New York he had looked every moment
for Augusta. But when he had stood one day upon the Avenue and had
scanned the marching of five thousand girl nurses who were preparing
for their work in the train of war, and had not seen Augusta among
them, he was convinced that she was not in the country. He was right,
for Augusta was already in France.
Since he had come back now to what he felt was the business of
concluding the war, he was sure that Augusta was nearer to him than she
had been since that day when she left him in the hills. Day and night,
whether in fighting or in dead sleep, he could feel her presence with
him.
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