Husband and wife -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Sometimes she was as poignantly real to him, and as reassuring, as on
the long-ago nights in the wagon and in the sugar hut when he used to
wake up and listen for her breathing. But there was no illusion in this
feeling of her nearness. He knew that Augusta was not really there with
him. She was, he had no doubt, though he had not so much as heard her
name mentioned, behind these lines somewhere doing the work that came
to her. Yet there were times when his head would go up, one ear cocked
up in the old way, and a quick little grin would run across his face,
as though he had just thought of something to tell her that would make
her laugh.
In the last three weeks Jimmy's feeling that Augusta was living in his
life, in every moment of the day's work, had been growing so strong
that he knew it could not go on. The end must be near. He would soon
see Augusta. He began to look for it hourly.
It was peculiar that he now no longer thought of the original cause of
his losing Augusta. War and life had ground all that away. He knew that
he would find Augusta looking only to the future. They would keep only
the memory of those months of dear love that they had lived together.
Their work which they had loved with their souls, the dreams which they
had had together, even these things were of the past, and done with.
Wardwell knew that, left to himself, his mind would have thought only
of going back--when this was over--and, with Augusta, trying to rebuild
and live in the home of dreams that had been their house of love in the
Hills of Desire. But Augusta never went back. She was too vital. She
was too much like life itself.
If he was to have Augusta, to be with her, he must go on.
He was coming swift to the Great Adventure. He could feel the pulse of
his being rising to it.
He did not fear, for he believed that now Augusta wanted him. And if
her eyes saw a light through the dropping darkness, then it was a true
light. He had only to stumble after.
So he smiled contentedly at the young officer's hesitation in speaking
to him of danger, and at the foolish theories of the men regarding his
life.
Augusta had always had her will.
Then he happened to remember--for the first time in many months--that
book which had once seemed more to him than life or death. In New York
the publishers had told him that it had done well, considering war
times and all other things it had done very well. The royalties, they
said, they were still holding, because up to that time they had not
been able to locate Augusta, to whom he had assigned the ownership of
the book three years ago. He had merely told them to keep on looking
for her.
Still smiling, he wished that he and Augusta might have just one good
picnic on those spoiling royalties.
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