He would drop out now, today, while things were still in their present state. If he waited at all, Augusta would at once find out his condition and she would--he knew her--immediately break up her house and pack off with him to wherever the doctors told her to take him. And he would be unable to resist once she took hold. Then, in the inevitable end, she would have spent on him whatever money she had--he had never thought to wonder whether it was much or little, or any--her home and her way of living would be gone. He would be gone. And she would be alone, among strangers, with no way of making a living, probably broken down from nursing him--He drew the whole picture and elaborated upon it. Yes he must drop out today, quietly, without a word, and just drift--drift on over towards oblivion. Augusta would miss him, but she would not really need him. It would be all very simple. A short time, maybe only a few days, of knocking around and he would be completely down sick. Then some hospital or other would pick him up, under any name he happened to be able to think of, and--and everything would settle itself without fuss. He particularly did not want any fuss. He was tired and he had found a way to avoid all bother. He turned smiling cheerily to Augusta. He found her looking at him, studying him with a grave, and, somehow, a different, interest. Augusta had found herself face to face with a problem of her own. She had known for a long time that there was something pressing on Jimmie's mind. She knew, of course, that he was not altogether well. But, with her own wonderful health and soundness, she could not think of mere illness as the cause of his trouble. She was sure that the trouble was in his heart. He had not been the same since they had known definitely that her mother must so go. Was that his trouble? He was, in a way, free now. He had been kind and dear. He had done all that she had asked him--Yes, she remembered now with confusion, she had literally _asked_ him. And he had done everything that she had needed and more than he had promised. Did he want to go now? If he did, she must make him go. For she knew well enough, she thought, that Jimmie would never let her know that he wanted to go. He would just stay on and be kind and say nothing. But she must not let him do that. Yet, with all her reasoning and searching, Augusta was first a woman. There was just one question, and she knew it. With the simple, terrible directness of a child she put it to herself. Did he love her? She had never known, really. He was so kind, and so good an actor. They were alone now, for the first time. There was now no one, nothing that they had to think of but themselves.