The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Fiction
"You don't mean--you _can't_ mean--"
"There is nothing else to do, Charlie. Don't you see that in this way it
will be all over at once? Think of the arrest, the long trial, the
certain conviction, the parting, the stripes, the clipped hair! No, no,
you must not oppose me. Ruth will forget me then, but, alive and in
jail, I'd be a canker on her young soul. Lessie could marry again. God
knows I'd want her to do so. Yes, it is the only way out, Charlie."
The drunkard seemed a drunkard no longer. He might have been an
impassioned young priest full of a holy desire to comfort as he stood
before the wilted man and clasped his hands. He knelt at his brother's
knees, he caught the tense fingers in his.
"You shall not kill yourself!" he cried. "God will show you a way to
avoid it. I feel it within me. There must be a way--there must!"
"There is no other way!" William groaned. "I've thought of everything
under heaven till I'm crazed with it all." He stood up. He put his limp
arm about the shoulders of his brother.
"Will it be known at once? Do the directors suspect?" Charles asked.
"Not yet, but you know the bank examiner will be here Thursday. It can't
be kept from him. If I were unmolested for three months I could replace
the money. I'm sure more than that amount will come out of the Western
mining lands I hold. The sale is made, and only a legal technicality
holds back the final settlement."
"Ah, then if you confessed the truth to the directors, and promised to
replace the money, would they--"
"They would send me to jail, just the same," William answered. "They are
that sort, every man of them. In their eyes a man who will steal once
will steal again, and they may be right--they may be right."
"Nevertheless, you must not think of--the--the other thing, Billy. For
God's sake, don't!" Charles pleaded.
"What else can I do?" William swayed in his brother's embrace and turned
toward the door. Charles released him, and stood speechless in sheer
helplessness as his brother stalked to the door, opened it, and went
slowly down the stairs.
Left alone, the younger man turned to a window and stood staring blankly
out into the sunshine. Presently he went to the bureau, opened a drawer,
and took out the flask of whisky. Taking a glass, he poured some of the
fluid out and then stood staring at it in surprise. A strange thing had
happened. It was like a miracle, and yet psychologists have said that it
belongs to the regular order of nature. Charles was conscious of no
desire for the drink before him; in fact, he was averse to it. He was
under the sway of a high spiritual emotion, which the thing in his hand
seemed vaguely to oppose. He marveled over the change in himself as he
held the glass up to the light.
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