The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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"Because you insist on saying things about my--my worthiness, when I am
so overwhelmingly unworthy," he answered, grimly, standing over her, his
fine brow wrinkled with inner pain and bared to the sun. "Besides, as I
say, you must be prepared for it if I suddenly leave without a hint of
my intentions. If I could live a thousand years and be trained in the
highest modes of expression I could never tell you how much peace and
happiness I have found here. This," and he waved his hand over the
growing crops--"this has been like the fields and meadows of Paradise
into which I walked suddenly like a man who was born blind receiving
sight. You say you believe in the existence of God. Sometimes I do, but
I wonder really how He could have allowed me to grow unsuspectingly from
infancy into dissolute manhood, and then send me here? Why did He direct
my repentant steps to this spot--to this soul-soothing spot which I have
enjoyed only to lose?"
"Oh, because of all you have been to us!" the gentle girl softly sobbed,
as she stood by his side. She would have taken his hand but for the
nearness of her brothers. "You say you have done wrong in your past. I
don't believe it; but I shall not dispute with you over it. I only know
that God could not make a man so helpful, so useful as He has you
without eventually rewarding him. As Kenneth and Martin are escaping, so
shall you escape. Your troubles will not last. As for your going away,
you shall not. I say it. You shall not, I could not live without you. I
know that as well as I know that you are standing there. I'd follow you
to the end of the world. If you went to prison I'd go, too."
"You can't mean that." He bent toward the ground and uttered a low moan,
and yet his face was ablaze with triumphant light.
"I do mean it," she reiterated, "and if you think your running away
would save me from silly, weak-minded embarrassment, you must know that
it would kill me. Yes, Charlie, I tell you now that if you leave me and
I fail to see you again I'll end my life."
She had stepped close to him and he suddenly drew back.
"Your brothers are looking this way," he warned her.
"I don't care," she blurted out, desperately. "They may know. They adore
you as I do. I'll tell them how I feel. They are human. They will
understand."
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