The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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"They would not want you"--Charles sighed--"want you to care for a man
who may any day be thrust into jail. Brought up as you have been brought
up, with your family back of you, they could not want you to care for a
man whose life is the deplorable wreck mine is. Our parting is
inevitable. I've tried to see it otherwise for a long time, but in vain.
I am responsible for the blight that is on me, and I must bear it to the
end. Maybe I can tell you more, honorably tell you more, some day, but I
cannot do so now. But, after all, even that mild justification would do
no good. I shall never forget you, but it is your duty to forget me.
Women do forget such things, but I shall hold you in my mind and soul
forever."
Kenneth was approaching to ask some question of Charles, and in order to
hide her distraught face from her brother's view Mary lifted the basket
and moved away.
That night the family, including the two boys, sat on the veranda after
supper. Rowland deported himself as if nothing very remarkable had
happened in the escape of his sons, but they themselves acted like
persons completely changed in character. Kenneth had lost his vaunting
air of self-assertion and overconfidence, and was very quiet. Martin was
effervescing with the sense of his release from the dangers he feared
and half lay, half sat with his head in his sister's lap. Mary's hands
were gently stroking back his hair, and now and then she bent and
whispered something mother-like and tender in his ear.
Dreading another reference from the family to the part he had played in
their rescue, Charles got up and went to his room. He was tired, but not
conscious of it, and not at all sleepy, for his brain was in a whirl
with thoughts of what had happened, together with grim cogitations on
the course he was trying to lay out for his future guidance.
His reason told him that two courses only lay before him. The more
logical seemed to be his abrupt disappearance from the spot which had
become so dear to him. The other alternative was to return to Boston and
appeal to William to release him from his agreement. This temptation was
by far the greater, and for a moment, in his fancy, it mastered him.
That girl--that wonderful girl down-stairs with her brother's head in
her lap--might then become his wife. "Wife! wife! wife!"--the very word
thrilled him through and through. He was seated on the edge of his bed,
his hardened hands clasped between his knees. His muscles were taut, his
face was wet with perspiration; it trickled in cold drops down his neck
onto his strong chest. Then another vision was spread before his mental
sight. He pictured William as he had last seen him at his desk in the
bank at night. He saw himself standing there telling the brother, whom
he really loved, that he had come back to undo the thing that he himself
had proposed. He saw the dumb appeal in the cowering man's eyes.
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