The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Fiction
"But you were free," William seemed to say, "and this means death to me.
Charlie, it means death!"
"I know, but I now love a noble woman," he heard himself pleading, "and
for her sake I must live, and now I have learned what life really means.
William, my brother, I have failed in what I undertook to do. I am not
an angel. I'm only a man of flesh, blood, and bone--a primitive man who
knows no law but that of his heart's desire."
He fancied that he saw William's head sink to his desk, the death stamp
of agony on his face. He could hear him say: "You are right. I am the
one to suffer, not you. Leave me alone this time. I have the same means
here in my drawer. I won't fail now. Go home, say nothing, but be there
to comfort them when the news is brought."
He saw himself turn away, pass out at the big door and into the lighted
streets. It was the old walk home across the Common. Familiar objects
were here and there. Celeste met him at the door. He led her into the
parlor and turned on the light. They faced each other. She, too, had the
shadow of death upon her face.
"I know why you've come," he heard her say, resignedly. "I've been
expecting it. No man could be unselfish enough to accomplish what you
undertook." The light of her affection for him had died out of her eyes.
She quivered now in fear and dread.
"I had to do it," he imagined himself saying, in the tone of an
executioner hardened to grim duty.
"I understand. We are ready--Ruth and I are ready."
"May I see the child? If she is asleep I won't wake her. But may I have
just one look? I have her picture, but that is all of her that was left
to me."
She seemed to lead him up the stairs. How like a dream it all was!
Celeste moved through the space his thought created as silently as a
creeping ray of moonlight. She opened the door of the child's room. The
gas burnt low. There was the snowy bed. He dared not look at it quite
yet. Around the room crept the eyes of his thought, seeking respite from
his growing remorse. There hung dainty dresses. There in the open closet
were other things--little boots, slippers, shoes with skates attached,
toys, dolls--and there on the bed--how he loved the child! How he pitied
her as she lay asleep with that pink glow of life's alluring dawn upon
her, unconscious of the blade he had unsheathed.
"Yes, she must be told now," Celeste seemed to say, in vague, ethereal
tones. "She is young to shoulder it, but justice must be done even by a
child like her. She must not rob you of a single right or privilege."
The child waked. Startled joy blazed in her opening eyes. She uttered a
scream of delight and held out her arms. He took her to his breast and
clasped her tightly, her fragrant cheek against his own, her warm body
filling his chilled soul with fresh life.
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