The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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Charles obeyed, as a child might. "Thank you. You are too good to me,
Mike," he said, returning the empty cup and beginning to stride back and
forth again. The butler was about to leave, but he stopped him. "Don't
go yet," he pleaded. "Oh, I must talk to somebody--I must get it out. It
is killing me. I've been awake here since three o'clock. I can't sleep.
Yesterday they turned me out of my club. I'm no longer a member. I am
the only man who has ever been expelled. I've been a gambler, Mike. I've
been everything except dishonest. I'm rotten. I don't blame the club. I
deserved it long ago. I ought to have had the common decency to send in
my resignation."
"You need money, I'm sure," Michael broke in, "and I owe you five
hundred dollars. I've been hoping--"
"Don't mention that," Charles broke in. "I'm glad I lent it to you. If
I'd had it it would have been thrown away, and, as it was, it helped
your mother, you say. No, no, never bring it up again. Let it go."
"I'll never let it go," the servant gulped. "I'll pay that debt if I
work my fingers to the bone to do it. Everybody else refused to let me
have it; even your brother didn't have it to spare. My oldest and best
friends turned me down."
"Cut it out! cut it out!" Charles frowned. "Give me another cup of
coffee. Yes, I thought it all out here this morning, Mike. I am imposing
on William. They keep me at the bank only on his account. He used to
protest against the way I am acting, but he has given me up--actually
given me up."
"I've heard him say you did a lot of work," objected the servant. "Don't
underrate yourself. It isn't right."
"Oh yes! I work when I am at it," Charles admitted. "Remorse is a great
force at times, but it is the other thing, Mike. The damnable habit gets
hold of me. For hours, days, and weeks I fight against it. I've even
prayed for release, but to no purpose. Last night I was consorting with
the lowest of the low. I had the money and they had the rags, the dirt,
and the thirst. A friend found me and brought me home, or God only knows
where I would have been by this time. They say it is in my blood; two
grandfathers fell under it--one killed himself. Yes, I've decided--at
last I've decided."
"Decided what, sir?" anxiously questioned Michael, as he took the empty
cup and placed it on the tray.
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