'Well; but perhaps in that awful last hour you try to pray--to call
on the Saviour. But, alas! alas! prayer and faith have to be
learnt, like cotton-spinning. Let no man count on learning that
lesson for the asking. While your body has been enjoying itself in
sin, your soul has been dying--dying; and when at the last you bid
it rise and go to the Father, you will find it just as helpless as
your poor paralysed limbs. It cannot rise, it has no strength; it
cannot go, for it knows not the way. No hope; no hope. Down it
sinks, and the black waters of hell close upon it for ever!'
Then followed a sort of vision of the lost--delivered in short
abrupt sentences--the form of the speaker drawn rigidly up
meanwhile to its full height, the long arm outstretched. The
utterance had very little of the lurid materialism, the grotesque
horror of the ordinary ranter's hell. But it stole upon the
imagination little by little, and possessed it at last with an
all-pervading terror. Into it, to begin with, had gone the whole
life-blood and passion of an agonised soul. The man speaking had
himself graven the terrors of it on his inmost nature through many
a week of demoniacal possession. But since that original experience
of fire which gave it birth, there had come to its elaboration a
strange artistic instinct. Day after day the preacher had repeated
it to hushed congregations, and with every repetition, almost,
there had come a greater sharpening of the light and shade, a
keener sense of what would tell and move. He had given it on the
moors that afternoon, but he gave it better to-night, for on the
wild walk across the plateau of the Peak some fresh illustrations,
drawn from its black and fissured solitude, had suggested
themselves, and he worked them out as he went, with a kind of joy,
watching their effect. Yet the man was, in his way, a saint, and
altogether sincere--so subtle a thing is the life of the spirit.
In the middle, Tom Mullins, David's apprentice-friend, suddenly
broke out into loud groans, rocking himself to and fro on the form.
A little later, a small fair-haired boy of twelve sprang up from
the form where he had been sitting trembling, and rushed into the
space between the benches and the preacher, quite unconscious of
what he was doing.
'Sir!' he said; 'oh, sir!--please--I didn't want to say them bad
words this mornin; I didn't, sir; it wor t' big uns made me; they
said they'd duck me--an it do hurt that bad. Oh, sir, please!'
And the little fellow stood wringing his hands, the tears coursing
down his cheeks.
The minister stopped, frowning, and looked at him. Then a smile
broke on the set face, he stepped up to the lad, threw his arm
round him, and drew him up to his side fronting the room.
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