Meanwhile the mind of David Grieve rose once or twice in angry
protest. It was not fair--it was unjust--and why did Mr. Dyson
always seem to be looking at him?--flinging at him all these
scathing words about farming people's sins and follies? He was
shaken and excited. Oratory, of any sort, never failed to stir him
extraordinarily. Once even he would have jumped up to speak, but
Tom Mullins's watchful hand closed on his arm. Davy shook it off
angrily, but was perforce reminded of his promise. And Mr. Dyson
was swift in all things. The pitiless sentences dropped; the
speaker, exhausted, wiped his brow and pondered a moment; and the
lads from the farms about, most of whom David knew by sight, were
left staring at the floor, some inclined to laugh by reaction,
others crimson and miserable.
Well; so God was everywhere forgotten--in the fields and in
the mill. The greedy, vicious hours went by, and God still
waited--waited. Would he wait for ever?
'_Nay!_'
The intense, low-spoken word sent a shiver through the room. The
revivalist passion had been mounting rapidly amongst the listeners,
and the revivalist sense divined what was coming. To his dying day
David, at least, never forgot the picture of a sinner's death
agony, a sinner's doom, which followed. As to the first, it was
very quiet and colloquial. The preacher dwelt on the tortured body,
the choking breath, the failing sight, the talk of relations and
friends round the bed.
'Ay, poor fellow, he'll not lasst mich longer; t' doctor's gien
him up--and a good thing too, for his sufferins are terr'ble to
see.'
'And your poor dying ears will catch what they say. Then will your
fear come upon you as a storm, and your calamity as a whirlwind.
Such a fear!
'Once, my lads--long ago--I saw a poor girl caught by her hair in
one of the roving machines in the mill I used to work at. Three
minutes afterwards they tore away her body from the iron teeth
which had destroyed her. But I, a lad of twelve, had seen her face
just as the thing caught her, and if I live to be a hundred I shall
never forget that face--that horrible, horrible fear convulsing it.
'But that fear, my boys, was as _nothing_ to the sinner's fear
at death! Only a few more hours--a few more minutes, perhaps--and
then _judgment_! All the pleasant loafing and lounging, all
the eating and drinking, the betting and swearing, the warm sun,
the kind light, the indulgent parents and friends left behind;
nothing for ever and ever but the torments which belong to sin, and
which even the living God can no more spare you and me if we die in
sin than the mill-engine, once set going, can spare the poor
creature that meddles with it.
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