He was away for rather more than twenty months. Then one day, as
before, a lean, emaciated, sun-browned figure came slowly up the
Salford street, looking for a familiar door. It was Daddy. He went
into the shop, which was empty, stared, with a countenance in which
relief and repulsion were oddly mingled, at the boxes of
stationery, at the dusty counter with its string and glass cases,
when suddenly the inside door, which was standing ajar, was pushed
stealthily inwards, and a child stood in the doorway. It was a
tottering baby of a year old, holding in one fat hand a crust of
bread which it had been sucking. When it saw the stranger it looked
at him gravely for a second. Then without a trace of fear or
shyness it came forward, holding up its crust appealingly, its rosy
chin and lips still covered with bread-crumbs.
Daddy stared at the apparition, which seemed to him the merest
witchcraft. For it was _himself_, dwarfed to babyhood and
pinafores. His eyes, his prominent brow, his colour, his trick of
holding the head--they were all there, absurdly there.
He gave a cry, which was answered by another cry from behind. His
wife stood in the door. The stout, foolish Isabella was white to
the lips. Even she felt the awe, the poetry of the moment.
'Aye,' she said, trembling. 'Aye! it's yourn. It was born seven
months after yo left us.'
Daddy, without greeting his wife, threw himself down by the babe,
and burst into tears. He had come back in a still darker mood than
on his first return, his egotistical belief in himself more rudely
shaken than ever by the attempts, the failures, the miseries of the
last eighteen months. For one illuminating moment he saw that he
was a poor fool, and that his youth was squandered and gone. But in
its stead, there--dropped suddenly beside him by the forgiving
gods--stood this new youth sprung from his, and all his own, this
child--Dora.
He took to her with a passion which the trembling Isabella thought
a great deal too excessive to last. But though the natural Daddy
very soon reappeared, with all the aggravating peculiarities which
belonged to him, the passion did last, and the truant strayed no
more. He set up a small printing business with the help of some old
customers--it was always characteristic of the man that, be his
failings what they might, he never lacked friends--and with
lecturing and writing, and Isabella's shop, they struggled on
somehow. Isabella's life was hard enough. Daddy was only good when
he was happy; and at other times he dipped recklessly into vices
which would have been the ruin of them all had they been
persistent. But by some kind fate he always emerged, and more and
more, as years went on, owing to Dora. He drank, but not
hopelessly; he gambled, but not past salvation; and there was
generally, as we have said, some friend at hand to pick the poor
besmirched featherbrain out of the mire.
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