Dora grew up not unhappily. There were shifts and privations to put
up with; there were stormy days when life seemed a hurricane of
words and tears. But there were bright spaces in between, when
Daddy had good resolutions, or a little more money than usual; and
with every year the daughter instinctively knew that her spell over
her father strengthened. She was on the whole a serious child, with
fair pale hair, much given to straying in long loose ends about her
prominent brow and round cheeks. Yet at the Baptist school, whither
she was sent, she was certainly popular. She had a passion for the
little ones; and her grey-blue eyes, over which in general the
fringed lids drooped too much, had a charming trick of sudden
smiles, when the soft soul behind looked for an instant clearly and
blithely out. At home she was a little round-shouldered drudge in
her mother's service. At chapel she sat very patiently and happily
under a droning minister, and when the inert and despondent
Isabella would have let most of her religious duties drop, in the
face of many troubles and a scoffing husband, the child of fourteen
gently and persistently held her to them.
At last, however, when Dora was seventeen, Isabella died of cancer,
and Daddy, who had been much shaken and terrified by her sufferings
in her last illness, fell for a while into an irritable melancholy,
from which not even Dora could divert him. It was then that he
seemed for the first time to cross the line which had hitherto
divided him from ruin. The drinking at the White Horse, where the
literary circle met of which Lomax had been so long an ornament,
had been of late going from bad to worse. The households of the
wits concerned were up in arms; neighbourhood and police began to
assert themselves. One night the trembling Dora waited hour after
hour for her father. About midnight he staggered in, maddened with
drink and fresh from a skirmish with the police. Finding her there
waiting for him, pale and silent, he did what he had never done
before under any stress of trouble--struck and swore at her. Dora
sank down with a groan, and in another minute Lomax was dashing his
head against the wall, vowing that he would beat his brains out. In
the hours that followed, Dora's young soul was stretched as it were
on a rack, from which it rose, not weakened, but with new powers
and a loftier stature. All her girlish levities and illusions
seemed to drop away from her. She saw her mission, and took her
squalid Oedipus in charge.
Next morning she went to some of her father's friends, unknown to
Daddy, and came back with a light in her blanched face, bearing the
offer of some work on a Radical paper at Leicester. Daddy, now
broken and miserable, submitted, and off they went.
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