Dora sat down, and Lucy pounced on one pattern after another,
folding them between her fingers and explaining eagerly how this or
that would look if it were cut so, or trimmed so. 'Oh, Dora,
look--this pink gingham with white spots! Don't you think it's a
love? And, you know, pink always suits me, except when it's a
blue-pink. But you don't call that a blue-pink, do you? And yet it
isn't salmon, certainly--it's something between. It _ought_ to
suit me, but I declare--' and suddenly, to Dora's dismay, the
child flung down the patterns she held with a passionate
vehemence--'I declare nothing seems to suit me now! Dora!'--in
a tone of despair--'_Dora!_ don't you think I'm going off? My
complexion's all dull, and--and--why I might be thirty!' and
running over to the glass, draped in green cut-paper, which adorned
the mantelpiece, Lucy stood before it examining herself in an
agony. And, indeed, there was a change. A touch of some withering
blight seemed to have swept across the whole dainty face, and taken
the dewy freshness from the eyes. There was fever in it--the fever
of fret and mutiny and of a starved self-love.
Dora looked at her cousin with less patience than usual--perhaps
because of the inevitable contrast between Lucy's posings and the
true heartaches of the world.
'Lucy, what nonsense! You're just a bit worried, and you make such
a lot of it. Why can't you be patient?'
'Because I can't!' said Lucy, sombrely, dropping into a chair, and
letting her arm fall over the back. 'It's all very well, Dora. You
aren't in love with a man whom you never see, and whom your father
has a spite on! And you won't do anything to help me--you won't
move a finger. And, of _course,_ you might!'
'What could I do, Lucy?' cried Dora, exasperated. 'I can't go and
ask young Grieve to marry you. I do wish you'd try and put him out
of your head, that I do. You're too young, and he's got his
business to think about. And while Uncle Tom's like this, I can't
be always putting myself forward to help you meet him. It would be
just the way to make him think something bad--to make him
suspect--'
'Well, and why shouldn't he suspect?' said Lucy, obstinately, her
little mouth set and hard; 'it's all rubbish about girls leaving it
all to the men. If a girl doesn't show she cares about a man, how's
he to know--and when she don't meet him--and when her father keeps
her shut up--_shameful!'_
She flung the word out through her small, shut teeth, the brows
meeting over her flashing eyes.
'Oh! it's shameful, is it--eh, Miss Purcell?' said a harsh,
mimicking voice coming from the dark passage leading into the shop.
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