The History of Henry Esmond, Esq., a Colonel in the Service of Her Majesty Queen AnneThackeray, William Makepeace
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The History of Henry Esmond, Esq., a Colonel in the Service of Her Majesty Queen Anne
Thackeray, William Makepeace
Great Britain -- History -- Anne, 1702-1714 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“He told me little I did not know,” Mr. Esmond answered. “But I have
thought of that little, and here's the result: I have no right to the
name I bear, dear lady; and it is only by your sufferance that I am
allowed to keep it. If I thought for an hour of what has perhaps crossed
your mind too--”
“Yes, I did, Harry,” said she; “I thought of it; and think of it. I
would sooner call you my son than the greatest prince in Europe--yes,
than the greatest prince. For who is there so good and so brave, and who
would love her as you would? But there are reasons a mother can't tell.”
“I know them,” said Mr. Esmond, interrupting her with a smile. “I know
there's Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley, and Mr. Anthony Henley
of the Grange, and my Lord Marquis of Blandford, that seems to be the
favored suitor. You shall ask me to wear my Lady Marchioness's favors
and to dance at her ladyship's wedding.”
“Oh! Harry, Harry, it is none of these follies that frighten me,” cried
out Lady Castlewood. “Lord Churchill is but a child, his outbreak about
Beatrix was a mere boyish folly. His parents would rather see him buried
than married to one below him in rank. And do you think that I would
stoop to sue for a husband for Francis Esmond's daughter; or submit to
have my girl smuggled into that proud family to cause a quarrel between
son and parents, and to be treated only as an inferior? I would disdain
such a meanness. Beatrix would scorn it. Ah! Henry, 'tis not with you
the fault lies, 'tis with her. I know you both, and love you: need I
be ashamed of that love now? No, never, never, and 'tis not you, dear
Harry, that is unworthy. 'Tis for my poor Beatrix I tremble--whose
headstrong will frightens me; whose jealous temper (they say I was
jealous too, but, pray God, I am cured of that sin) and whose vanity no
words or prayers of mine can cure--only suffering, only experience, and
remorse afterwards. Oh! Henry, she will make no man happy who loves her.
Go away, my son: leave her: love us always, and think kindly of us: and
for me, my dear, you know that these walls contain all that I love in
the world.”
In after life, did Esmond find the words true which his fond mistress
spoke from her sad heart? Warning he had: but I doubt others had warning
before his time, and since: and he benefited by it as most men do.
My young Lord Viscount was exceeding sorry when he heard that Harry
could not come to the cock-match with him, and must go to London, but no
doubt my lord consoled himself when the Hampshire cocks won the match;
and he saw every one of the battles, and crowed properly over the
conquered Sussex gentlemen.
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