The History of Henry Esmond, Esq., a Colonel in the Service of Her Majesty Queen AnneThackeray, William Makepeace
History
The History of Henry Esmond, Esq., a Colonel in the Service of Her Majesty Queen Anne
Thackeray, William Makepeace
Great Britain -- History -- Anne, 1702-1714 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“Does not the chamber look quite dark?” says Addison, surveying it,
“after the glorious appearance and disappearance of that gracious
messenger? Why, he illuminated the whole room. Your scarlet, Mr. Esmond,
will bear any light; but this threadbare old coat of mine, how very worn
it looked under the glare of that splendor! I wonder whether they will
do anything for me,” he continued. “When I came out of Oxford into the
world, my patrons promised me great things; and you see where their
promises have landed me, in a lodging up two pair of stairs, with a
sixpenny dinner from the cook's shop. Well, I suppose this promise will
go after the others, and fortune will jilt me, as the jade has been
doing any time these seven years. 'I puff the prostitute away,'” says
he, smiling, and blowing a cloud out of his pipe. “There is no hardship
in poverty, Esmond, that is not bearable; no hardship even in honest
dependence that an honest man may not put up with. I came out of the lap
of Alma Mater, puffed up with her praises of me, and thinking to make
a figure in the world with the parts and learning which had got me no
small name in our college. The world is the ocean, and Isis and Charwell
are but little drops, of which the sea takes no account. My reputation
ended a mile beyond Maudlin Tower; no one took note of me; and I learned
this at least, to bear up against evil fortune with a cheerful heart.
Friend Dick hath made a figure in the world, and has passed me in the
race long ago. What matters a little name or a little fortune? There is
no fortune that a philosopher cannot endure. I have been not unknown as
a scholar, and yet forced to live by turning bear-leader, and teaching
a boy to spell. What then? The life was not pleasant, but possible--the
bear was bearable. Should this venture fail, I will go back to Oxford;
and some day, when you are a general, you shall find me a curate in a
cassock and bands, and I shall welcome your honor to my cottage in the
country, and to a mug of penny ale. 'Tis not poverty that's the hardest
to bear, or the least happy lot in life,” says Mr. Addison, shaking the
ash out of his pipe. “See, my pipe is smoked out. Shall we have another
bottle? I have still a couple in the cupboard, and of the right sort. No
more?--let us go abroad and take a turn on the Mall, or look in at the
theatre and see Dick's comedy. 'Tis not a masterpiece of wit; but Dick
is a good fellow, though he doth not set the Thames on fire.”
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