The History of Margaret Catchpole, a Suffolk GirlCobbold, Richard
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The History of Margaret Catchpole, a Suffolk Girl
Cobbold, Richard
Catchpole, Margaret, 1762-1819 -- Fiction
"My trial is over, and I dare say my dear master has already told
you the fate of your unhappy servant. He cannot, however, tell you
what I can, and what will better please your good heart than the
account of my trial, namely, that I am not so disconsolate as many
persons may think I am. No; God be praised, and thanks to those
dear friends who visited me in the Ipswich gaol; and chiefly thanks
to you, among them, my dear lady; my heart is consoled with the
prospect of soon seeing better things than this wicked world can
show me. Oh! my dear lady, I hope to see you among those bright
shining spirits who live for ever in harmony and love. Oh! how
happy shall we then be, free from fear of pain or grief! I have
just been reading that beautiful passage, where it is written, 'God
shall wipe all tears from their eyes, and there shall be no more
death, neither sorrow nor crying; neither shall there be any more
pain.' Oh! what a different world must that be to this; and what
should make us grieve to leave this world? It is only the fear of
future wrath that can prevent our joyfully looking up to heaven
through the valley of death. And, dearest lady, if such a wretched
being as I am can hope in that Saviour who died for me and all the
world, surely, you, dear lady, must have a bright, a pleasant
prospect, before you. Heaven bless you, for all your goodness to me
in the days of my prosperity, but more for your Christian charity
in the day of my adversity! The judge, who really, I think,
reminded me of you, told me I had been well instructed; I wish he
knew you, dear madam, and he would then be assured of it. Thank my
kind master for his goodness to his unworthy servant. I had no hope
of mercy from the first, and the judge told me not to trust in any
such idea in this world. He spoke much less severely than I
expected; but I was prepared for his condemnation, and I am now
preparing my mind for the day of execution. I find great comfort in
the Scriptures, because I have no secret pangs of unconfessed
guilt, or any wish in my heart to cover or palliate my offences. My
trial is over, and the same God who sustained me through it, will,
I hope, preserve my spirit faithful to the last. Every moment seems
valuable to me, dear lady, now that I know them to be so soon
numbered; and I scarcely like to lose one even in sleep. Nature,
however, is weary with fatigue and anxiety, though my spirit seems
so wakeful. If I go to sleep, it will be in prayer for you and all
my friends. That God may bless you and all your dear family, is
the heartfelt desire of your unfortunate, though ever grateful
servant,
"MARGARET CATCHPOLE.
"BURY GAOL, August 9th, 1797.
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