The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless — John Shaqi
The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
'Dear Miss,
I must either be the most ungrateful, or most consumedly dull
fellow upon earth, not to have returned the advances you have been
so kind to make me, had the least opportunity offered for my doing
so; but Lady Mellasin, her daughter, the fool Saving, or some
impertinent creature or other, has always been in the way, so that
there was not a possibility of giving you even the least earnest of
love: but, my dear, I have found out a way to pay you the whole sum
with interest; which is this--you must invent some excuse for going
out alone, and let me know by a billet, directed for me at White's,
the exact hour, and I will wait for you at the corner of the street
in a hackney-coach, the window drawn up, and whirl you to a pretty
snug place I know of, where we may pass a delicious hour or two
without a soul to interrupt our pleasures. Let me find a line from
you to-morrow, if you can any way contrive it, being impatient to
convince you how much I am, my dear creature, yours, &c. &c.
J. GAYLAND.'
Impossible it is to express the mingled emotions of shame, surprize, and
indignation, which filled the breast of Miss Betsy, on reading this bold
invitation; she threw the letter on the ground, she stamped upon it, she
spurned it, and would have treated the author in the same manner, had he
been present; but the first transports of so just a resentment being
over, a consciousness of having, by a too free behaviour towards him,
emboldened him to take this liberty, involved her in the utmost
confusion, and she was little less enraged with herself, than she had
reason to be with him. She could have tore out her very eyes for having
affected to look kindly upon a wretch who durst presume so far on her
supposed affection; and though she spared those pretty twinklers that
violence, she half drowned their lustre in a deluge of tears. Never was
a night passed in more cruel anxieties than what she sustained; both
from the affront she had received, and the reflection that it was
chiefly the folly of her own conduct which had brought it on her; and
what greatly added to her vexation, was the uncertainty how it would
best become her to act on an occasion which appeared so extraordinary to
her. She had no friend whom she thought it proper to consult; she was
ashamed to relate the story to any of the discreet and serious part of
her acquaintance; she feared their reproofs for having counterfeited a
tenderness for a man, which she was now sensible she ought, if it had
been real, rather to have concealed with the utmost care both from him
and all the world; and as for Lady Mellasin and Miss Flora, though their
conduct inspired her not with any manner of awe, yet she thought she saw
something in those ladies which did not promise much sincerity, and
shewed as if they would rather turn her complaints into ridicule, than
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